one shot story

"What the heck, Micheal! Let me go ー"

"Please don't do this to me... 'don't leave me-"

"Wake up, Micheal! You're not the one I love anymore! Will you stop? Don't be silly! Don't even go blind as if you don't know! You've seen me with someone else! Haven't you? But why? Are you still trying to force yourself on me?I want to end this. I WANT TO BREAK UP WITH YOU. I WANT YOU ..... TO LET ME GO.

Did I really wake up like this?

He said, I will wake up.

So, here it is. I was wide awake.

Literally awake, despite the pain he made me feel.

It hurts so much .... that the person you are used to seeing when you wake up ..

You will be told when you wake up to the fact that you are no longer the One He Loves.

That he no longer cares about you.

Because there are others.

He said before ... 'I want you, to kiss me, I want you to hug me, I want you, I miss you, I want to make family with you ...

But it became ... "𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸 𝘂𝗽 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂." "𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗲𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗴𝗼."

He wanted to get rid of me.

I laughed bitterly and at the same time tears flowed from my eyes. To this day, I still do not forget. Almost two months ago, I still could not get rid of this disease, unlike him who was so easy to get rid of me.

Maybe he doesn't really love me that much.

But me? I loved him. I really love him. But what are they saying that when you love ... fight. But, not .its all wrong.

Because, not everyone is expensive, they have to fight. Sometimes, the others you need to release. To make him happy .... to others. And you also want to wake up to the truth, that you are not destined.

Not in all cases, we have to push ourselves, especially if we are no longer loved.

Even though it was hard, painful, I still got out of bed and adjusted myself. This is how my day always goes ... unlike before, when he entered my life, my world became colorful.

I sipped my coffee while looking at the emptiness. Disappointing, honestly. It's like I just want to disappear forever.

I sighed then turned to my wallet. I thought to open it because I remember, I had the most careful keeping that photo.

And there I saw another photo of the two of us where, we were both happy. Happy with each other.

If before, I was smiling at the 'twing I see' this, now I can feel sadness. Because of that all our good memories will return, until the two of us are finished.

The photo was tucked inside my wallet with transparent plastic, to see what was inside. I thought of taking it so even though it was tight, I tried to take it.

I take it slowly because I keep you from tearing. When I thought I could get it, I just heard a loud tearing of the paper.

I was blown away violently when I saw that it was torn. Even though it was torn, I still took it, and that's how I was stunned by the photo to see how it was torn.

Exactly right, just right it tore in the middle ... to separate us.

Crazy to think, but my sadness increased even more. Only a picture will be left for me, this will still happen.

We are still separated.

Why the gloom? The scope of destiny, fvck !!

Can't I be happy? With him?

Or, maybe I need to really insert into my brain that he will be happy with others.

I felt my tears welling up again so I lifted my head and looked up, so as to stop the tears that wanted to flow.

There is a big question that always worries me, that even myself I question what is missing?

Why is he still looking for someone else? Is there something missing from me that he has seen in others?

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