episode -2

...the first kiss...

...I get jealous when he was sitting in the canteen with her batchmate actually everytime when ever I saw him that girl was always with him...

it gives me very bad feeling I can't even tell him what I feel because I dont no why I feel like that .

its ok we were good friends but there is no space for love jealously. I start maintaining distance from him

because its me not him who feels insecure.

but its very bad feeling when you know about nothing will happen between you and him.

let me explain his nature he was very attractive personality with beard look tall fair good looking and I was dusky skinned short height , but I like one thing in me whenever I smile I got dimple on my face and it looks pretty.

its time when our examination were finished and winter holidays begins.

I have to took bus early in the morning

and the bus stand from the college is little bit far and in morning there was very dark outside .

so i decided to call shivu to took me up from college gate and drop me to bus stand .

he said ok fine I will

but you will have to give me a friendly hug .

I said no and the day comes 16 dec 2016 when I called him in early morning

shivani - hello get up please come to college gate

shivam - little bit sleepy mood okay I will come but you know but you promised .

shivani - no I didnt but come fast other wise I will get late .

shivam - ok fine I am coming

so finally my roomies drop me to the gate and shivu comes there I said good bye to my hostel rommies .

and we start walking towards the busstand from the college gate .

its very cold weather that day stars in the sky , it was very deserted .

he starts shivering because its very cold that day .

he told me to give him hug about 2 3 times but i ignored but his legs were shivering .so i told him okay but only hug so there is one small tea stall on the right side of the road .

we went to the stall so nobody can see us

I hugged him. its very pleasant and decent hug.

I dont no what happened next he kiss my forehead and grab my *** .

I dont. no what was that.I can even say him no that time .

he kissed me in lips it was totally unacceptable.

it takes around 2 minutes .

and we left that tea stall and he drop me to the bus stand .

I still little bit confused about what we had done

I text him sorry for whatever happen I didnt mean it to be happen .

I am not that type of girl who kisses the random guy .

I dont no why it happens but I swear it will never happen again .

we were good friends I am okay with that