Confession!

3 years 2 weeks 9 days

"Little did I want to know

Cause I will never ever

Let u go !

Little did I see u smile,

Cause you are a cursed miracle

still alive.... "

nope, sounds too cringy. Uff, I'm at it again. Well figures, I am trying to compose a song.

Cause no matter, how trashy of a day I face, the moment I hear music and it charms my broken heart. Like a cure to my illness, or to be specific it's cause of my illness....( Ignore the last line)

I still staring at my desk thinking about mer's words and that letter it won't leave my mind. Cause is someone planning to kidnap me, nah not like my dad's loaded. Hmmm, better to forget stuff, not everything's worth the time.

The next day, morning

Hmmm.........., I can feel something soft and cold yet wet on my face. Damn, to I hate mornings. It's such a drag to wake up in one peace. I open my eyes wondering why would anyone disturb my sleep.untill, I notice red liquid all over me,..... Could this be blood.

"aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh, christ" " dad are u insane". I wake up to see my father catching a dragger in one hand and ketchup in other. Dressed as a dog with a rip off brain.

He wishes " happy Halloween, darling!"

I hate when my dad gets in this super festive mood, even though 3 months are left for that, I guess he got that idea as he was putting up the decor. I ask him " dad, what are u suppose to be? "

" how can u not recognize me, I'm wolfie.." great! Now hell go on and on about his wolf and zombie character, he created. After all, he is a cartoonist.

I dress up and all prepared for school, untill I open d door and see something I never imagined a box.... ?

My mind wandered to another land could it have a dead corpse, nah too small, a finger.... Nope too fictional. I come out of my illusions as my mom said " daring, why aren't u out, yet?"

I snap back to realility, seems like the box has to wait untill I return back. I leave box inside an empty potted plant near entrance and sprang towards the bus, i get feeling to day won't be a great day.

*****

"never have I ever

Never have I ever... Hey abbey, it's ur turn"

I look up to see mer and her friends calling me, I then remembered, we were playing a game. I continue " never have I ever...." "stop, it's getting boring " one of mers friends christiana calls out.

Then, she smiles with a dervish smirk " let's play confession, confess one of ur darkest, deepest most confidential crushes to everyone "

Everyone agreed, so, we flip the bootleg and lands on driya, another girl" I have once fallen for yash" everyone has their hands on ur month as if she blirted the biggest sin of century. Later, mer explains, he is a jerk who selpt with half of school girls, although he is nt much of a looker, he is stacked up with bills and gives out jewelry to all of his ex.

Mer asked I didn't think u were a gold diggerc she quickly shakes her head, but the look of it I thought she might snap her neck to half. She said " he once helped a little girl to finish her lollipop cause it's too large, isn't he the sweetest"....... And I go like "a real attractive feature to fall for, as if a dog won't do that better "... Offcouse in my mind, after all, I'm no one to judge.

Then everyone nods their head and flip d bootleg again...... And it's my turn" my first crush is a guy whose face I couldn't see"

Everyone goes like....... '' vv... what? "

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