Chapter 1 : There is no God?

1 year later after the accident

"Hurry up boy! Don't make the customers wait!"

How...did it come to this? I hate this bright place. I hate everyone.

"F***! My shirt got dirty! Don't you have eyes? Who's the manager here!" She shouted.

"What? What are you looking at? You got money to pay for this?! huh?! This is more precious than your life!" She yelled at my face. I didn't say a word.

"What happened here?" Asked the owner of the cafe

"I want to be compensated for the mess he made on my clothes."

"Ah yes! Yes maam we'll pay for it, don't worry." He said to her while continuously bowing and apologizing.

"Clara! You take charge of Dark's duty I need to talk tohim, I'll pay you extra for today." He politely said to her.

"Yes sir no problem." She answered

"Dark, let's talk at my office." He said while looking at me eye to eye. I didn't say anything I jist followed him quietly.

We arrived at the office. He then took a folder from his desk and threw it to my face.

"Are you crazy huh?!" He yelled angrily

"You  think you'll get away with this?!"

"We only hired you because we have no other choice! Let that sink into your f***ing head you mother****er!"

He yelled and cursed at me but I don't care what he says anymore. I'm also just working here because I have no other choice. It's not like my parents and Lina will miraculously recover if I continue to stay here. I have 3 more part time jobs to do tommorow. I have no time to listen to him swearing and insulting me.

"Are you done?" I said which made him stop yelling for a second and made him more angry than he already is.

"You ******! You're fired!" He yelled with all his energy left.

"Okay. Also can you give me my pay for this week." I added.

It made him more furious. He then took an envelope out from his cabinet and threw it to me. I walked out of there without saying anything after that. I went straight to my home.

*fast forward

"Hey loser! Pick up my bag!" Dio said and threw me his bag.

"I'm hungry! Buy something sweet." Cleo said and looked at me.

"Oh right! You don't have money haha. Sorry I forgot. Here take this!" Cleo added and threw me the money. It all went flying and I have to pick it all before it gets swayed by the air again.

"Keep the change. It's for your vegetable sister hahaha!"

I looked at them. They are laughing. I'm so angry I clenched my fist really hard and they saw it.

"Oh ho! You're angry huh? You wanna punch me?" Dio said and kicked my face.

"You've got balls now don't ya?!" Cleo said while punching me.

"You **** don't look at me like that! I'm gonna beat you until you become vegetative like your useless sister!"

He said which made me furious. I couldn't take it anymore. I want to kill him. I don't know what's gotten into me. I saw a brick and took it. Without thinking I run towards Dio and beat him up with it until his face is not recognizable. I looked at Cleo and he just stood there trembling.

"You psycho! Stay away from me!" He said wothout moving from his location. He froze.

I run towards him and hit him with the brick. I was out of my mind. I hit him over and over that the blood covered my shirt and face. I looked at his unrecognizable face and threw the brick.

"What have I done?" I said while trembling. What do I do now? I really don't know. I ran out of that alleyway. I ran as fast as I could. My house is just near that neighbourhood so I took the shortcut and dark alleyways so no one could see me. I arrived into my house. After I cleaned myself I set all the lights off. I'm still in fear. What if the police comes? What do I do now? Mom? Dad? What am I doing... They're already dead. Lina? I don't have the money to support you now. I cried and cried until I thought of suicide. I really am crazy. So what? I couldn't take it anymore. I would prefer dying and only seeing dark than living with those disgusting humans. And so I tied the rope. I then hanged myself in the darkness.

Why is my life like this? I was a good son, a good brother. I didn't offend anyone. I lived peacefully, so why? Why am I the only one suffering? It should be the criminals... wait I alreadry am a criminal. I killed Dio and Cleo. Dad and mom died because I couldn't pay the bills for the life supporter. Lina is in critical condition and the doctor said she only has 3 days to live. Why am I this unfortunate? There are no gods! There isn't a God!

"I exist"

A loud voice I heard.

"I am God"

He said.

God?hahahahaha... Don't play with me! You must be thd Evil who did this to me! What God lives in a dark place instead of palace? I must be crazy. Didn't I already killed myself? Who is the one talking? I can't see. It's all black.

"I am not evil. I am God. The one and only God. I am here to give you a chance."

I was dumbfounded.

"Y-you can hear my thoughts?"

"Of course I can. I am God after all."

"What do you mean chance? If you're God can you turn me back in time? After all it's you who made this unfortunate things happen to me."

"It isn't my doing young man. It is you who made all of that happen. I am just watching you live your lives. I don't plan on interfering."

"So you can't turn me back in time?"

"Oh? But you always say that time is irreversible therefore what has already happened is done and cannot be changed? Did you have a change of heart?"

"Well... You are God after all? or maybe you really are just someone evil. And what's the ppint talking to me?"

"I have showed up because before you died you said I dont exist. That is why I'm talking to you know to prove that I am real."

"Please God. I'll do everything you tell me to do. Just please ive me another chance."

"Oh ho! Alright. I'm doing this to teach you a lesson. Try your best and do everything you can to change the mistakes you've made in the past. I'll be watching you."

He said while I hear his voice slowly getting silent.

"Huh? That easy? Really?" I said in shock.

Suddenly it feels like I'm lying on the bed I slowly opened my eyes and like a miracle I woke up in a bright and familiar sorrounding... I realized it's my room when mom and dad was still alive and Lina was still healthy. Someone knocked on the door and I heard a familiar voice. It's my sister telling me to wake up and eat the breakfast with them. I was dumbfounded. I know that it is my sister's voice. I ran to the door and opened it. I saw my sister pouting while saying that I scares her. I couldn't hold back my tears and cried while hugging my sister.

...To be continued...

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