chapter 4

In my dream I saw a girl sitting on a bench and crying. Looking at her it seemed to me that I saw her somewhere. Why is that girl crying. I did not understand before she says something but then understood." Why does this happen to myself. What did I do wrong. I think God does not like me at all. I have no mother. As if the father did not exist. He doesn’t care about me. In the end my husband doesn't even like me and he doesn't care if I'm alive or dead. I have no one in this world. I really don’t think I want to live. For me this illness did a good job. I thought I was pregnant at first but it was a lie. I got cancer in my reports. I live only three months. I will live happily these three months without worrying for anyone. They told me they didn’t want me. Now I don’t want them. i will live for myself, then my life will end "she said.

Seeing her crying and talking hurt me a lot. What was the mistake she made that made everyone hate her? I woke up before I could hug her.

Where am I? This is not where I sleep. Now I remember .I was at grandpa's house. Is the girl I saw in the dream like grandmother Jesse?

Once I want to see her photo again. Did she die at a young age? Did no one care about her? Did what she said in my dream really happen? I want to know about her.I went to Grandma and met her. I asked her about Grand Jesse. Grandma said Jesse died at the age of 27. My dream really came true. I also asked about her husband. Her husband died the day Grandma Jesse died.I asked why jesse's husband was dead. Grandma said she didn't know.I felt like I needed to know.

We sat down to lunch together in the afternoon. Grandma talks to mother. dad was talking to grandpa.but here i am thinking about jesse.I will never forget Grandma Jesse. I want to ask Grandpa about Grandma Jesse.But I do not know what to ask. What is Grandpa doing when Jesse is suffering? Grandma Jesse did not mention Grandpa's name. It is my opinion that the two of them are not friendly siblings.

"Julie do you like this house? Can you stay here with us? Grandpa and I are alone. Will you be with us these few days?" Grandma asked me. I said"I will stay here" and enjoy the big house and it was a dream for me to live in big house. But this house is far from my college. How can I go to my college.

"Grandma how can I go to my college"

"We are rich julie .You do not have to go to college on the bus .We have a car .Your father ran out and made you poor" Grandma scolded Dad. i smiled

The next day I went home and packed all my clothes. Mom and Dad said they would stay here. I'm going to Grandpa's house .I'm very interested to know about jesse.

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