Episode 1

Their are moments when all of us think of ending our lives, may it be in our teenage, adolescence, adulthood or old age. We all get broken from within at some time or the other. Then the only escape we could think of getting out of this shit life of ours is to end it for good. But not everyone is that brave and lucky to get rid of their living hell. Some are just unlucky in that matter also that even after trying they fail. And more worse condition is of those who can't gather enough courage to do so.

There are times when I have heard many suicidal news and always thought about how much that person would have been going through to take his or her own life. People around us keep saying "Let's talk and sort it out. Taking your own life will do no good to you or anyone else. "

But they are just like a blow of wind which comes and go in moments. No one is ready to listen to us, they are just here to lecture us about being having a positive outlook towards events happened to us and try to find our own good in it because God has something big planned for us.

But believe me that is not the thing. People like us are born to suffer mentally, physically and emotionally by the hands of our own family, friends and humans around us.

"It is better for me to end this now. " Shim said to herself. The wind is chilly and her palms, feet and nose have become numb. She could not think of anything better than this. She is standing on railing of the bridge and looking down towards the water with wet eyes. She never wanted to do this but now she cannot take it anymore. Not anymore. With an urge to see her mother one last time she put her hand in the pocket of her jeans but couldn't find her phone. Realising that she purposely left it home so that no one can reach her. Clenching her lips tightly she sobbed hard thinking about her mother, but at the same moment she knows that it would be best for her mother if she will be gone. For atleast she can be free from the hell that she has been living since her birth.

With tears rolling down her cheeks endlessly, without any further delay she jumped off the bridge.

..."Where is Shim? " Mother mumbled to herself as she picked up the ringing phone of Shim from the table in the drawing room. They live in a small rented house with lots of loan on them. They lost their capital amount which they received after selling their house a decade ago by the hands of Shim's father. He gave the money to his work colleague in the name of investment without any proper paper work. And since then their life has been spent in rent houses with limited money and resources. Shim's father had been doing nothing just blabbering shit and nonsense all these times with no intention of getting the money back from his bastard friend. Instead he keeps on blaming Shim and her mother for not being of any good to him. After working her *** off Shim always felt that she is letting her mother down because she was unable to fulfill her mother's wishes and something her mother's basic requirements. And all this was killing her from within every day.... every single day....

Shim hoped that one day God will have mercy on them and her hard work will pay off and their condition will improve. But everytime.... every single time she hits the rock bottom with her face down. It seems like she doesn't exist in the eyes of the God. Whatever she started wherever she worked everytime she faced failure, not because she wasn't hard working, but because she doesn't exist ín the eyes of the God and we all know God gives to those who are already having more than required by them. And Shim was poor so this world as well as divine works disowned her.

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