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Ugh....I have been to a gathering at the neighborhood in place of aunt tyra.....you don't know how much I hate being among people,I'm comfortable among many...it pisses me **off, although when I was small I liked to go out but now I don't have that interest in gatherings at all...

yesterday sama and zeeba texted me

sama said they were at park and she shouted his name as there was no one else except them...of course it's her love's name,the one she loved ever since 6 standard ...Dylan a boy famous for being handsome...they have been together and broken up many times...sometimes I really can't understand why dylan dumps her,Sama,beautiful and rich and intelligent... boys are really something you can't be sure of....

and Zeeba is also one of my friends from a very rich and namely family ....

although my best friend is Sama,but I don't think i'm the same to her because oppositely she has many people around her unlike me who hasn't much...I also have another childhood best friend ...

although I have never been in relationships but I saw dreams of a man who loves me...but the bad thing is when I wake up I don't remember his face,only his outfit,height and some little things.... but I always know its the same man in different dreams because he gaves me the same vibes ,everytime.

I hope one day i'll meet him...

-katherine

+huh?

-where the hell are you

(uh, im dead)

+im coming

-clean the floor and wash the dishes

+where's stella

-why?go and complete the work

(sigh)she must have taken jessie(my aunt's daughter) out...

-while sweeping the floor-

I can't understand why aunt doesn't work.... always me....

im also human why can't I rest

(smirk)(of course I can tell this to myself only*)

*above all these they even suspect me too ...thinking I have boyfriend,and check my phone.

but really who will come to be with me by all these problems... btw I have a normal face and height...and even some times I think its good to hook up with a boy for time pass but later I lost the interest...

im really afraid of man as their choice changes so easily by seeing a cleavage or hip....:) (really ridiculous).

I want to have an ivf child and live happily with him...

I just remembered that day at the ceremony:

me:hiss...

boy:looking around

me:hey boy

boy:what is it

me:hey boy

boy:(smirk) who are you

me:hahaha,hey boy

boy:who the f**k are you!what do you want

me:what can you give!?