Highschool days

Kaixin , Which means to make others happy. Basically spreading joy. Mom said "Spread happiness , you will be happy !" ...I have been spreading happiness since last 17 years , be it in school or be it in my home , But what did I get in return. I never got what I wanted.

My happiness lies in him ....

umh...'Him'? Who ? ...He is Xiao Song , He just transferred to our school from Hong Kong. I wonder why he returned back to Harbin after 10 years. Anyways , A lot of girls have a crush on him . I am also one of them haha. But I dont like him because of the Handsome face he has , but because of a promise he made. He probably doesn't remember me . But I do.

In school , the hallways used to be my favorite place , But I met all those unlucky incident there right at the hallway. Still it's my favorite place.

The First time I saw Xiao song in the school was the hallway. Even though he didn't look at me , I was happy that I saw him. Do I love him this much?

4th Class , 12:35 PM , "Kaixin !! Tong Kaixin !! come here , yelled Teacher Wang ...I went to him. "Yes Teacher...", "Tong Kaixin , Do me a favor , Go and paste this list on the notice board." He ordered. "What is the list about Teacher?". "This is your pre-annuals grades , and Kaixin I believe in you , I know you will definitely surpass Xiao Song's grades and come back to the Top Position"

I gazed at the list and saw that my name was on the second place. It was the first time my name was on the second place. But I did not feel jealous or sad , because the name above mine was Xiao Song.

I pasted the list and kept gazing at it. Not thinking why couldnt I get the first place. I was just seeing the distance between our names. I just wanted that distance to reduce , even in real life.

My day dreams or my dreams during the night , were all about him . I liked him for 10 years. But my introverted personality did not allow me to confess my love. I was afraid , what if he doesn't even look at me after that.

He probably didn't know that I existed. All he knew was that a Girl named Tong Kaixin Has her name next to him on the school academic list.

But I wanted him to know me. I tried , but I failed.

I was singing THE RAIN , sitting by the window . Suddenly someone came and started singing along. I don't know who it was , But his voice sounded familiar. I was enjoying the moment , probably he was too. But I abruptly stopped and left the place. Because the girl Lin Yu was coming. She was nothing more but a trouble maker in my life.

She always tagged along with Xiao Song , which irritated me , but beared it all , Just because of the meaning of my name.

I don't know If I he will ever know me , I don't know if I will ever stand up close to him. I don't if the distance between us in real life will get easily reduced like the distance between our names in the notice board.

Nothing in life is certain. Maybe my unapproachable crush , will soon be approachable...or maybe be never.

TBC

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