Spring Is Passing By Us
It was getting dark and the cafe was about to close.
And it's been about a month Mrs. Malik (the owner of the cafe) was noticing hania lost in thoughts.
She sensed something was not right and walked in hania's direction.
Mrs. Malik knocked her table which made her realise where she was now. She tried to smile looking how bothered Mrs. Malik is from her behaviour.
"Hania my dear, all good? You look a bit pale and your behaviour is pretty strange lately. Is something bothering you? You know you can share anything with me, right?
She puts her hands on Mrs. Malik's hands in an assuring manner. Comes a little closer to her and says;
"You know how grateful i am for everything i have ever received in life. Whether it be my family or friends. Though my grades were never so good but no one ever belittled me... I keep going ignoring my grades school and then college. I even passed the entrance test to Med school. Which kind of build my hopes high. I always knew that I'm not good enough to be a doctor. So i first thought that no matter how hard I try I'll fail the entrance exam. But that didn't happen so....
Tears started rolling out of her eyes. Mrs. Malik was getting up to get her some water when hania stops her. "Keep listening Mrs. Malik I'm keeping it to myself for quite long. I don't think I'll be able to bear it anymore."
Mrs.Malik sits back and nods signaling hania to continue.
"My mother wanted me to be a doctor so i tried, despite knowing my strength. When i passed the entrance i was more than happy seeing my mom proud. But little did i know that my exams result will come out so bad. Only if i would've known i would've never applied for med school. The overall aggregate didn't sum up in my favour. Not only this but i was so busy with just medical that i didn't applied elsewhere.
Now admissions all over the country are closed and my grades aren't enough for me to apply even in private sector. I'm doomed Mrs.Malik! It's all over! Even if i repeat i know it won't change anything. I don't know what to do and where to go. All my friends know their goals. And look at me i have no goals. Why am I like this? Or should I say why me God why me? Why you gave me false hope? Why? Why? I have never felt so useless before never!"
Mrs.Malik stands and approaches hania. She hugged her tightly and patted her head. She tried her best to console hania but found her eyes wet with tears.
Meanwhile;
Asim:
Why me? Why only me? Don't you have any else to torture God! Why do you made me this way? Why my mind lacks creativity? Why in these whole 2 years i have come up with no inspiration, why? Is my career going to end even before starting seriously! God!
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"Keep listening Mrs.Malik..."
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umm who's that? Is someone crying?
There's someone sitting with Mrs. Malik what is she saying?
After hearing hania's problems asim seems to forget that he was busy blaming God as well. After knowing what she was going through he seems satisfied. Satisfied? Well...
He thinks;
"I hope she will be okay! And God she needs you more than me I guess. So help her out first."
Asim says.
This was the first time he was like this. Putting someone first before him.
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Author's note:
hey everyone I'm new here. i hope you like the starting. share with me your views please.
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