Confused

I had just kissed phobe and liked it a lot. I always thought she was pretty but I never thought we’d have chemistry like that. After I left her room last night I went up to the spare bedroom and got some release. I woke up the next morning and my first thought was about phobe. I sighed I hated this Mike would kill me if I tried to do anything so can’t do that, but I want more all I got was a taiste last night and I want more. Phobe comes up the stairs in her shorts and crop top usually I wouldn’t notice but my body doesn’t get the memo.

“Good morning,” she yawns.

“Good morning,” I replied trying not to jump her.

All she would have to do is look at my lap and she’d know. Mike comes into the kitchen next. He ignores me.

“You can’t ignore me for ever.” I tell mike.

He turns away with a cup of coffee and heads to his room. The thing is I don’t know why he’s so upset he was the one that wanted to play spin the bottle. I head back to the spare room to be honest it’s basically mine because I pretty much live here. I head to my room and grab a book.

After about an hour of reading I get up to stretch when I hear a knock.

“Come in,” I shout.

Phobe comes in in tight Jean shorts and a pink skin tight top she’s going to be the death of me I swear.

“Can we talk?” She asks.

“Of course,” I offer her a spot next to me, “what’s up.”

“Um I’m sorry about last night I was just surprised by everything that happened.”

Why was she apologizing. “I don’t know why your sorry it was a mutual kiss and I enjoyed it.”

Phobes face turns red. “Oh.” She squeaks and then gets a serious face. I know she’s deep in thought but I don’t know about what.

Next thing I know she’s on my lap and then she’s kissing me. I grab her waiste and pull her closer. She pulls back.

“Do you actually like kissing me?” She asks flushed.

“What do you think.” I bring her hand down to my erection.

She moans in reasponse. She begins kissing me again but I know I have to stop before this goes further. I pull away.

“What’s wrong.” Phobe wines.

“Your brother he’ll kill me.”

“I’ll talk to him, but first what are we doing.”

I stopped and thought would I want to date phobe I know I want to get in her pants but do I want a relationship.

“I’m not sure,” I say honestly.

“Jordan come on if we are just sleeping together I can’t do this.”

“Would you want a relationship with me?” I asked surprised.

“Sometimes I think your an idiot. Of course I want to date you.”

“Oh ok.” I could do a relationship with phobe couldn’t I. “Yea ok so we’re dating.”

She smiles so brightly I swear the room glows. “What are you doing Tuesday?” She asks.

“Nothing I don’t work any ways.”

“Good then it’s a date,” she gives me a quick kiss and skips out the room.

What did I just do Mike was going to kill me let alone his dad I was so screwed. Yet some how I was excited and hope it went well it was only two days away in the mean time I needed to talk to the boys.

I headed to Mikes room and knocked and then opened the door.

“What?” He growled.

“I need to talk to you and I don’t want you to freak out.”

“Okay,” he glanced at me.

“Phobe and I are dating.” I blurted to scared to see his reaction I stared at the ground.

“Well that’s better than I thought.”

“What?” I yelled.

“I thought you were just sleeping together.”

“No we haven’t done the dirty and when we do I’m not telling you but why were you so mad.”

Mike looks away. “I jealous,”

“Of what?” I asked.

“Of phobe.”

“Huh” I was so confused.

“Your an idiot.”

I’ve been told that twice today and do not appreciate it.

“Explain to me what’s going on.” I tell him.

“It doesn’t matter.” Mike says.

“It does your my best friend Mike.”

“That’s the problem don’t you get it,” tears are running down his face. “I love you Jordan not as a brother or a friend your so much more to me than that.”

I stand there in shock what just happened. Mike loves me. I thought he was straight. Phobe likes me. How do I tell him I don’t feel that way for him.

“I need some space Jordan I know you will never love me back and I’ll get over it but I need space.”

He pushes me out of the room and locks his door well f#ck. My life is a rolercoaster right now. I needed to get out of the house so I left a note and went for a drive.

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