Chp 2

...My friends happily helped me to meet up with the senior who helped me....

...He was our school popular guy smart, handsome and has a kind heart (that's what i thought) As thanking him i buy some snacks from our school cafeteria and send it to him with a slip of paper....

^^^Thank you senior for helping me -^^^

^^^junior^^^

From that day onwards senior and i keep in touch....we would text eachother everyday greet eachother when we cross eachother.

People started rumours that Me and senior are dating which we both denied and explain our relantion is just senior and junior bond nothing even tho we explain some people don't trust and annoy me.

Not only those peoples but also my friends they would also talk ask it and i will replied the same

"we're just senior and junior i don't have any feelings towards senior nor he does"

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Time pass and i come to realise that i was obsessed with senior texts i was always trying to gain his attention. He notice my werid behaviour and ask me directly.

I straight forwardly. told him that i need his attention his texts,his company etc.

Shock and disbelief was written all over his face i told myself to be ready for his scolding or insults......but i never thought was that He would hug me it was my turn to be shock but i eventually embrace it.

We start dating, we stay as a couple for two years, and we broke up on my 16th birthday

Why u ask? Cause i caught him cheating on me.

Yes i cried but i learn something from this experience and i keep that knowledge in my head.

I change my school cause of my parents job

After breaking up him i totally change i become a playgirl, a rebellious child,cold werido.

I was happy with my new reputation cuz of my new image some of my old friends broke our friendship bond. My life keep changing day by day day before my 17 birthday i again got rape by one my teachers i become emotionless, expressionless on my birthday......when my mom and dad was busy decorating the room i went inside my bathroom grab a razor cut both of my wrists before i faint, i go and lay on my bed like nothing never happened.

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When i gain my conscious i was at hospital ward IV fuild flowing inside me the beeping sounds of machine beside my bed.

My limbs were all numb can't even raise a finger i laughed at my situation

"So pathetic can't even die now" was my first thought

My whole family were worried and sad about my report, they would daily visit me my two bestfriend alway visit me sharing their new interest or new things.

They introduced me the a Korean Boy band name BTS.

I soon take liking to BTS they were great i like their songs lyrics and all i was a small fan of them that time.....but when they give the speech at The UN i become one of their's die hard fans. Bts again bring happiness to my life even tho it's little i was happy and grateful they give small amounts of happiness cuz i ain't greedy for happiness

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