introducing the aloof

authors note-its my first time writing a novel because of the dissatisfaction i hold towards novels i read.ilike them but there are just some little bit of things that screw over, I am not a professional like their authors but I will satisfy my and you desire of a true scumbag main lead.

I can't write this in my native language and I'm not fluent in english,:;actually it is very bad but I'll try to write at least two satisfying chapters hope on..

...^^^_01-introducing the aloof^^^...

my name is *********** ####(hah at least i remember it!?..)

well not like it matters so forget it.The important thing for now is that now I'm in a body that I don't recognize..

yup i reincarnated or something like that the legendary plot of novels that i read many times but i t was not pleasant, I was unconscious because of crossing over..

I still fear that feeling

it was like my body was shredded into mince meat. That time was like eternity for me,an endless hell..

even after getting into the new body I was not sane because of this body's memories were pouring out even though I was almost done with this hellish punishment or so I thought but getting his memories were not a pleasant experience like in novels.

I was like ummm.. having a mental breakdown I was hitting my head into walls my nails were gone from too much scratching but then some people came and tied me down. MP

I was unconscious for one month and 13 days, my soul(mental state?) became strong after such torture but at the same time it was stiff that could break down at any moment,,it will crumble and I die

even if it was the last thing I would never wanna have it done it like that

... I am a very selfish person and a pshycopath.It is not what people thought about me but what I think about myself.for me my life and my convenience come first.

I was a very normal person in my life on earth. I loved my family like all common people do I was a little handsome boy, 18 years old.I was a top student in school and it was my first year in university I was nothing spacial, I had lived a decent life in my lower middle class family but still was unsatisfied I always felt empty but couldn't do something crazy as my instict wanted because of my father's fear and respect in society.I respected my father and I was proud of him so I never took part in any fights,all I doing was going to school hang out with friends a little and other than that I was a shut in house.. just me and my smartphone...for that things I tried everything from movies,songs,standups,manga,manhua,manhwa,novels even hentai manga and porn,animes everything.In my life these things were what kept me alive from being bored but I was always dissatisfied with stories,even if there were some that picked my interest,just one or two little things ruined it all so when I thought that I have transmigrate then the inner demons whom I suppressed all time became more chaotic.Still since the pain of just getting in the world was such unbelievable than I panicked in fear. One day after my birthday my soul got sucked in distorted space as I watched my soul leaving my body... and now here I am lying in a beautiful bed, a room decorated nicely with somewhat expensive stuff, flowers and!!!!?????....

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