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umm author I don't know what to say about this, still I'm telling my story to you hope you feel better, 2month ago I broke up with my bf, we used to love each other very much, I litteraly love him like crezy couse for me love is evrything, I don't get my family love so I thought he will give me love which I want mostly but after few months of our relationship, evrything changes slowly, he thrighten me by saying I'll brake up with you, even when he get angry with other he just scoled me, sometimes his anger really worsed, even I cried in front of him many times but it's didn't matter to him, , my birthday and our six month anniversary was in same day I was so excited about that day, but he didn't care a shit about it, even he didn't wish me and when I call him he still didn't wish me he forgot about the special day, I told him two day before of my birthday that my birthday was coming, but still he forget, after that he didn't even call me sorry and didn't even explain me, its really hurts the most, when I said I hate you, and I want break up he immidiatly agreed with it, didn't even try to do anything to stop me, its like he wanted that, am I that horrible person who don't deserve love, sometimes these thought kills me 😞, but still my bestie is always with me, she cares me and treasers me so I never give up on my life, hope there is someone in your life, just don't ever think that you are week couse there is someone who cares for you, and don't ignore that person 😞

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All I can say is love is hard and always will be but all you can do is keep your head and keep going because love can make u feel happy but it can also break you down to ur lowest that why it important to think about yourself and care for your self first make sure ur okay then when u know ur find try to find what’s going on to the other but sometime u have to put ur self first before other