Episode 2

The most shocking piece of information I learned today is that there is a probability that my parents are not dead, it was grandma that let me know. Grandma kept on telling me about my parents after I had calmed down, she said that it was really an accident that scarred me and left a little bit of trauma, but both my parents and I survived that accident. Grandma said that it was people that made assumptions of them being dead, they apparently went missing after an explosion but their bodies were not found and so was the cause of the explosion. Due to my health condition at the time I could not attend the meeting that took place that evening, the one that my parents disappeared in, apart from my parents I’m the only one who knew who they were supposed to meet and for what reason, but I cannot remember anything relating to the issue at all and I don’t know anything about the headache, the headache that keeps happening.

It’s already late at night and I still have to go to school tomorrow, I couldn’t get any training done today the day was too occupied, the headache didn’t help much also. It was still kind of early and I’m not really the kind of person to sleep so early, but I tried to sleep anyways and as expected I couldn’t sleep. Being bored and all I finally decided to read a book, the library was my safe haven whenever I was stressed out and training was my route of escape from my own mind. I read late into the night, and it helped me calm down, I could finally have a peaceful slumber, or so I thought. True, reading calmed me down and at first my sleep was peaceful, up until the uncomfortable dreams I usually have occurred again, but this time they were not all that bad and they became clearer. It was as though images in my subconscious were dying to show themselves. I didn’t use my drugs for about two days now, grandma said it was high time I face my fears, I have been using those drugs since the dreams started and whenever I used those drugs I didn’t have dreams. They were still making me uncomfortable, in the past it hurt so much to the extent of it becoming unbearable, but tonight it was more calm and clear, I wouldn’t say it was understandable because I didn’t see it very clearly but it was more visible than before. I finally slept off after some time.

I wake up all relaxed after my peaceful rest. My day is all normal, I take my bath, brush my teeth and clean my room. I rush out to meet grandma. I train morning and night on school days, but on weekends afternoons can be added. There was really nothing much for me to be doing anyways so I took my training seriously, because, like I said I don’t know what grandma is preparing me for.

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