Which Is the Real Me?

I don't know what I am doing.

Am i still right for doing what my heart desires knowing the consequences of what the decisions i take leads to unhappiness of the people around me.

Am i right to let go of a person that loved me while seeking the validation from the one that I loved.


So many things, so many chances, beyond redemption, palpable tension.

Regrets, scars, memories, move ons, queries, answers, guilt, Love, trust, validation.
I know the algorithm of my life but the heck is wrong with my keyboard. Stuck in the mere illusions of conclusions.