The moment you decide to love, they will always turn their back on you no matter how much you try to help them out, be nice to them, get along with them. They always end up breaking you from the deepest part of you. You end up wondering "Was all that time spent for nothing? Did I mean just that little to you? Was it all just to kill time?". At a point, you consider ending yourself but then again it would be useless to waste such useful life. You decide to move on and forget the past but the past refuses to forget about you. The past keeps repeating again and again and you decide to leave the Loving world, for now, you decide to travel away to where you are unknown just to get some alone time with yourself and forget everything. You then decide that the alone time was helpful and you need to go back to your loved ones, you go back but they already moved on with life. You cry yourself to sleep wondering if you'll ever meet your fated mate/one. Then years past you realize how foolish and stupid you were and you just blame your age for it. You've grown up and you have a job but you never ever got a girlfriend, you lost all your friends after all the troubles you caused. But that fateful day right after your little sister's wedding, you decide to try dating just to see if you can finally achieve your fated love...T.B.C.
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