The Princess Shall Die In Another Life

I’ve always wanted to die. I can’t help it. I wanted to die when I graduated as the valedictorian of my ivy leauge university. I wanted to die when my crush asked me out. I wanted to die when I became a doctor at the best hospital in South Korea. I wanted to die when I found out my fiancé was cheating on me, though I must admit I might not have been the only one to feel that. I wanted to die when I was officially announced as one of the best doctors in South Korea. I still wanted to die. I can’t help it. They see a successful, pretty, rich doctor. I see me, the broken mess that I am. So why is it that when I finally achieve my wish to embrace death, the gods had to take that from me? Why was I the one chosen to wake up as Olivia Frost? Why is it that everytime I kill myself again, I have to wake up as this stranger again? Why? And someone explain to me why I grow younger at every reincarnation? And who is that beautiful woman in my dreams, promising me that I won’t die until I achieve my hearts wish? Um, excuse me but my hearts with is TO DIE. And now I’ve managed to wake up as a 1 month oldd baby. Dammit.