Chapter 1

I was 2nd year. My life was great. I had friends, parents, i was working at a cafe...

It was raining on Monday evening, I was in the cafe as usual and suddenly my phone started buzzing. My dad was calling me. he never called me this late before. I had a strange feeling. I picked up a phone and i knew something bad happened when I heard some unknown womans’ voice. She told me that I had lost my parents.

I started laughing but the laughter suddenly turned into tears, I didn’t know what was i doing, I left the cafe and went to the place where the woman told me to go, I left the cafe open, although there was one frequent client and friend of the owner, he helped me ....

It was raining all the time before my parents' funeral and on the day of the funeral a bright sun came out, but I couldn’t stop there, something was killing me from inside, my heart was so sore I was taken to the hospital.

The doctor said that I was so weak from nervousness that I could’t return to normal. I couldn’t get tired anymore so I only worked 2 hours a day and because I studied well at university everything was free including learning.

Almost a year had passed since the death of my parents. slowly everything was falling back into place, but deep inside my heart, I was always missing something, I felt an emptiness, but who would have thought that this emptiness would be filled soon ...

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I went to the lecture after my shift as always. i felt something special was going to happen and it even happened...

a new student ...

however, my expectations were changed by his personality, he was an overly cold and rude alpha. Just because he was an Alpha, he was watching all omegas from above, including me. his attitude turned me against him, but we had to see each other every day because the lecturer chose four person including us to do the project together.

Slowly my heart started pounding involuntarily at the sight of him, I blamed all this on my weakness and thought I was tired. My pride was so great, I didn’t admit that I fell in love with him.

Yet how could a weak omegas’ heart endure so much?

One day I gathered all my strength, kicked my pride back and I told him everything, l told him about the way the sight of him was making my heart pound like crazy, the way he made me feel and how in love i was with him, I told him everything... and i regretted it... He listened to me until the end and at the end he laughed at me and said, "Are you kidding me? Do you think a feeble omega like you will ever catch my eye? From now on, act as if you don’t know me"

I could feel his gaze on me filled with a disgust, I couldn’t dare to raise my head, but at the end I gathered my strength and looked at him with a smile, I was fighting the urge to cry, suddenly i saw the way his gaze changed and when he looked at me, he looked heartbroken, as if he realized he did something terrible and he was regretting it.

I told him that I did not expect anything else from him and left with a smile, he stayed there again with such a look. I went home crying and i didn’t go to lectures for a week. Friends told me that he was always looking for me and was constantly asking about me. When I regained my strength and came back to the lectures, I acted exactly as he told me as if I didn’t know him. He tried to talk to me every time he saw me, but I was avoiding him because i didn't wanted to get more heartbroken.

Two weeks passed and the situation was still the same as before, I didn’t want to talk to him, but after the lectures someone grabbed my hand tightly and angrily took me away. It was him. He stopped near a wall, "I'm sorry", he was holding my hand so tightly that I couldn’t go. He apologized but I didn’t say anything, he kneel down and started crying, he told me that he loved me and begged me to forgive him for everything he has said.

“Forgive you?" Why should I forgive you when I no longer have feelings for you?” I told him and left, he didn’t move, I stood behind the building and watched him, an hour passed but he didn’t move, not even once. Of course I forgave him deep inside my heart and I loved him so much that it was hard to pretend that i no longer had feelings for him...

I finally went home, but I couldn’t stop thinking about his words. It started raining after several hours, I felt he would be still standing there and I ran out with an umbrella, I saw him on his knees, he was in a same position as I left him. I couldn’t hold back, I went and hugged him and told him I forgave him and that I still loved him. He looked at me, smiled and collapsed. It was as if he was saving the last minutes of his life to hear those words, of course he was still alive, he just had a high fever. I took him to the hospital and then at my house after a few procedures. I sat on the bed in front of him, i was looking at him, and i fell asleep without realizing it.

I woke up in the bed the next morning but he wasn’t there, I suddenly thought he left me and got scared, I got up and saw him in the kitchen, I ran happily and hugged him he looked at me surprised and hugged me back, then he asked me if we already were together I blushed and I didn’t knew how to respond... He smiled again and kissed me, "We’re together" he said and hugged me tighter.

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