Prologue

I sat in the gay bar, named Fininnebb, quite a weird name ehh! But that's what my best friend, Satori Tendōu, had kept for his bar; Fininnebb.  He wasn't gay by the way, he just came to me one day saying that 'hey, Yenn I'm gonna open a gay bar' and all my reaction was 'what the dumbfuck shit you ate today?'

Yeah this is my best mate's bar; I must tell you that this bar is famous for its fabulous owner, for Tendōu of course, because people assume him as gay and I feel it hilarious about that fact that he isn’t.

[Fun ain't it?! For me though, it is!]

I come here once in two weeks because I work you see; well there goes a motto you see if you wanna have a good life you gotta work hard, and yes drinking everyday isn’t good as per my doctor.

Well, anyways now talking about my dear best mate; Tendōu and I were friends since we were in 11th grade. We met on the Face book as you see it was hype around that time. I ended up texting him after like browse checking his profile and after that it has been 8 years of your friendship. To be honest Tendou and Bokūto, these are the only two people who knows me well enough (about Bokūto may be later) and there are more two people I know here except Tendōu and they are super friendly with me

Firstly, the bartender who is serving to a person to my further right is Rouzuro Kaminari. He is a guy with a quite weird personality, and I have even heard that he was the boss of his high school gang well quite a gossip. But to be honest, he is really soft when it comes to women and because he was bullied in the middle school he turned out aggressive later in his school days when he grew out those muscles. But nevertheless he is kindhearted and yes that teaches us that we should not judge the book by its cover. Well now that beings said, to my further left who is serving the guests by the window is Haumea, she is quite a cool person though I haven’t been that close with her but she is friendly and fun to be around kind of person.

As you see these two are the only ones, who are friendly with me while others who work here are quite shady so I don't talk to them.

"Noona!!" Kaminari says walking towards me. "Hey hey big boy how are yah" I say smiling, the bar didn’t seemed busy today so slacking off wasn’t much of a problem.

(A.N: Noona, Korean word for sister)

"How's work going on??" He asks leaning with his both hands on the table. "Ah you see I joined the collage and I’ll be teaching there as a chemistry professor, gotta use that degree somewhere eh!"I laugh. "As always ehh.." he agrees “but its good to see you back its been 2 years since we last met in Korea eh!”

“ahh yeah… brings back memories!! By the way, so how's it going with Yuko? Are you going out with her?" I smirk as I raise one eyebrow. “No Noona we aren’t” he replies with a gloom “Anyways Noona I’ll talk with you later I have to serve the customers, if boss sees I’m slacking off he will kill me but its nice seeing you Noona again” he walks out with a smile but with a face of hesitation in his face which seemed kind of a trigger for me for not knowing what was the cause.

“Okay work hard" I knew something had happened but asking him would be a foolish mistake.

The night seemed a little retarded, there wasn’t much that seemed to take my attention either way. Looking around it seemed like some were flirting for one night and others were crying over rejection while some where just drinking. As a matter of fact I was bored sitting in the counter alone, and just I was wondering how bored I was Tendōu emerges out from the kitchen.

"Ay ay" He says looking at me and raises his one eyebrow and bring it down "shrimp is here again" he says with a smirk.

"So what red haired" I say smirking back at him, “so you are back I see?” he says looking at me “Kuro didn’t say anything that you were coming back” he says being obvious

"Ah… may be he forgot about it” I say looking the other way; “So did you enjoy back there in Korea moreover I actually thought you wouldn’t come back here by looking at the posts” he chuckles.

“Ah it was fun back there you see.. studying… drawing.. working… was all I did” I say with a sigh “but now it’s so good to be back” I look at him with a smile, Tendou was narrowing his eyes which was making it obvious that he was not convinced what I was saying.

“Anyways can I have a beer?” I ask. “huh?” he says “What can’t I order?” “no no its okay but asking beer is kinda weird” “I’m weird now give me beer” I say as I was looking around and was technically bored; what caught my attention was a person with his hood on sitting near the window talking to a person who looked like his superior. I could clearly tell him that he wasn't interested what that hyung was saying but for people like them to come inside a gay bar just to talk plus they didn't seemed like gay felt weird. What if they didn't knew it was a gay bar. ‘Pffft ... It would be funny later’

(A.N : Hyung  honorific word for a older brother than them in Korea)

Tendōu came with the drink and noticed my gaze. I sipped the beer and looked at him. That crooked smirk again!

"Where yah looking at ehh" he moved his eyebrow up and down twice and tapped the finger on the table.

I pointed at those two "They don't look gay" that's all I said.

He laughed so loudly that the whole people in the bar were looking at us.

"Ssshhhh... Keep it low" I said trying to control my laughter

He finally controlled and spoke "Well it's open for anyone until and unless you don't dislike the *****" he said shrugging not really going into the matter.

We talked about random stuffs like about my YouTube channel and my works in Patron... My monetization, my teaching life or sometimes about his life which was simply about the bar or sometimes about the other things. It’s always fun when I'm with him and feels like he is really a good person, although he still searches for a girlfriend.

"One more" I say holding the beer jar, he narrows his eyes as he takes the jar and I watch him refill it. Well I was able to handle alcohol perfectly so it was fine like till four but I needed to control it down to two.

He looks at me worried and says "Ayy you can’t drink more than that okay this is the last one" he says as I look at him with a weary smile. He suddenly takes out it phone and checks up on something and lets a deep sigh out. “Are you alright?” he asks “what?’ I say trying to avoid the question.

“You see… we are not in some kind of drama or a dream where you play some kind of a protagonist.. this is real life and you need to get you life together… don’t think about the past to much … all it will do is bring all the regrets gushing over again” he says with concern, it looked as if there was something else that was bothering him and either way this was the day when I lost someone and got to know about something.

Every year 18th August is the day when I and the others try to forget all the memories of the past but all it does is makes me wonder even that day was I in the right place to ignore the fated?

Well, I'm Tetsūro Yenn sister of Tetsūro Kuro (well you must ship my brother ehh.. hehe) and this is my story, wherein i loved someone so much that it ended up tearing me into pieces that I'm still trying to find out. Don't wanna mention his name but you see Yenzi is forcing me to say it... ughhh ....there you go his name was, Terushima Yuji.

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