Should i tell you what’s with me?

Crap I forgot what is hate again, should i search on google? Fine! “Lou Xie I don’t know what hate is so I don’t know if i hate them.” “You don’t know what hate is are you kidding me, that was too funny, hahaha.....” “ no not kidding.” Should i tell you I don’t have a heart? Will you take me as a monster? Will you not talk to me ever again? From that point i have a lot of questions, for some reasons i feel like my chest hurt, chests ache? no no wouldn’t be. Probably just a sign of with out heart. It’s fine. Ahhh! Why is there water coming out of my eyes! What’s happening! “XiaoLI I didn’t mean to make you cry ill stop asking, don’t cry any more.” So this is called cry. I am crying right now. I feel hurt, my chest hurt badly. “XiaoLi i will feel sad if you do” sad? Am i sad? “Lou Xie I’m sorry I don’t know why water keeps coming out of my eyes i just can’t stop it. I have strange things happening these days I’m not feeling good i go back to the dorm first, bye.” “Bye... Xiao...Li” by watching you turn your back and leave i feel my heart is empty filled with blank. Lou Xie said in his heart. Lou Xie your a good friend trust worthy friend. Should I tell you? I’m so scared. Why is the water still leaking? Why is crying so unbelievable! Gosh! Maybe i should try telling Le Le and see her reaction first. If things are getting weird i should just say i am kidding. Yup i shall do this! Back in the dorm. Le Le what’s happened? Her eyes are leaking water too, she is crying? As I’m remember crying is a sign of sadness, so she is sad. “ Xiao Li i dropped your favorite cup its broken, can you not be mad at me, please. I could pay one back for you, your my only friend I can’t lose you.” “ ah the cup stop crying its just a cup what’s the big deal of you crying?” “ i feel bad i should be more careful while clearing” there is no need, how about this you can pay one back for me?” “Ok! So you’re not mad at me?” Oh crap mad again what is mad! I wish “mad” could just get out of this world. “Your my best friend” “ then can i buy one and supprise you?” “Ok.” tomorrow. I am going to tell Le Le i have no heart, if it gets confusing i would say I’m kidding. “Le le here” “XiaoLi what’s happened you wanted me to talk to you this early in the morning and today is Saturday.” “Well le le you might think I’m crazy by saying this but still am saying it.” “ go ahead” “i have not heart, i also measured my heart rate at the hospital it was zero.” “ uhm i think i can tell, you never show your emotions often or i should you never. That’s why, here let me measure your heart rate......hmmm i can feel anything. So its real what you just said!” “Yes its real i would never lie to you” “ that’s so cool then how do you get your heart back?” “I don’t know” “ill help you!” “Thank you but.....” “buzzzz buzzzz buzzz” “XiaoLi i need to pick up a phone call, be right back”

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