Why Doesn't He Want Me
I've always thought that by
being a good student, a good daughter, a good friend, and a good enough person
will make the heavens look down on me and say "Wait a minute you deserve a
good mate" boy was I wrong...
I woke up with my heart beating across my rib cage and with
sweat matting my forehead
"Ash...honey wake up" my mom hollered from downstairs
" I'm up mom" I hollered back feeling a little dazed from the
the nightmare I woke up from
I slipped downstairs newly showered and went into the kitchen
where my mom is cooking pancakes while humming her favorite song...
My mom is beautiful with her straight brown hair bright green
eyes and angular face and slender tall frame
I wish I could say that I look like her but I can't cause I
don't I have a mess of curly dirty blonde hair which is usually tied into a bun
and grey dull eyes masked by black circular glasses
my mom looked at me from the pan and smiled "Eat up honey
Alice would be here any minute now" she says
I complied and sure enough five minutes later Alice's white car
halted into a stop in front of our house her horn blaring loudly
"Alright...alright," I say kissing my mom on the cheek
before skipping out of our house and into Alice's car
"Good mornin' " I greeted Alice she looked at me side
ways her raven black hair following her movement like silk and winked her
chinky golden eye
"Good morning to you," she says with a suggestive tone
I tilted my head and looked at her "Why?" I asked
She laughed "Oh..you know it's just Alpha Xavier's 18th
birthday" she says playfully10
I bit my lip and clenched my fists oh..that you see when wolves
turn 18 we start to feel the pull of the mate bond it helps us figure out who
our mates are and well... today Alpha Xavier Black the alpha of our pack Dark
the moon will know who his mate is
I felt a dull sting in my chest as I thought of who his mate is
To say Alpha Xavier is hot is an utter understatement he is
almost...angelic well at least his facial features are anyways I mean he isn't
rude or anything just merely...cold
He is extremely smart and get high grades but never shows much
effort in studying and is very collected I almost never hear him talk unless in
pack meetings and is clustered with friends who have high ranking parents or
are high ranked themselves
He isn't one to date those easy mean girls either he only dates
classy girls who are undeniably stunning he had his fair share of broken hearts
as well
I know how stupid it is but I kind of...well alright really
really like him since we were 9 and I'm 17 now so I guess it's safe to say that
my feeling for him isn't really just "like" anymore
I snapped out of my own thoughts when I realized that Alice has
just finished parking the car
Inside the school, it was full of whispers of who his mate is
since Moon falls High is a school for werewolves the whispers aren't that
hushed I gulped and bid Alice my goodbyes as I snuck into English my first
a class that I share with Alpha Xavier
I heard Sabrina the girl with pink hair on my right say " I
think its Jenna they are just made for each other"
silence dropped into our room as he entered the class with beta
Jordan my eyes like everyone else's followed him as he made his way to the
chair in the back, in his dark, washed jeans white v neck shirt that clung to
his torso and defines his biceps with his jet black hair messily tousled in the
the sexiest way his dark blue eyes glinting with mischief seriousness and power
I forgot to breathe and had to close my eyes to collect myself
again when I opened them though Mrs. Kings was already there and I didn't get
another chance to look at him
I was late for math...well technically I was early but then i
realized as I sat in my chair that I forgot my math book and have to get it
again in my locker that seems to be miles away
the hall was deserted and I hurriedly grabbed my book but when i
took a turn into the hallway my body seemed to freeze
there he was the love of my life making out with Jenna who i
don't feel like loving as of the moment I dropped my book in surprise and it
met the floor with a thud
making them jump apart that's when I met his eyes and i suddenly
felt like I'm floating and falling at the same time he's my mate I realized,
every molecule in my body told me to fling myself to him his
yet...there's a certain coldness in his eyes that stopped me he doesn't want me
he tilted his head and smirked at me before turning back to
Jenna kissing her fiercer this time
pain wove itself to every strand of my being and I
took off running heading towards...where else the
janitors' closet.
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