Introduction

Hi I am Ann and this is my story. I have grown out to be a wonderful girl. Or atleast I think so. I am not a ten out of ten pretty girl with clear glossy face but I try hard and I do love myself. Even though I have not been in a relationship, I have always controlled my urge for a relationship. Why? Because in the end all the relationships are just a dead end. Because you are too young to love and because you don’t know what is love, it’s hard to describe it. Will we all end up like our parents marriage? Happy? Sad? Satisfied? There is no perfect answer for that. But yeah anyways I have lead a quite and a happy life and look forward to be like this in the future.

I am an ARMY!! I love korean dramas I fantasies having relationships like one of my favourite drama...but it’s not real isnt it ? I guess the fear of being left out alone makes me so defensive and negative...😬

When I was in class 8, my mom introduced me to a boy, who now has been my friend for 3 years now. Our relationship is very weird. I am not good at making friends very soon and boys are out of question. But we both got along well and became good friends. Yes, we were only FRIENDS 😂. He had a girlfriend then has a girlfriend now. He is the only real guy friend I have. That guys name is Peter. He had presentable or decent looks...black curly hair and a tall, slim body 😂😂. I was very shy and embarrassed around him at first ...but over the years we became friends 👫

I was afraid to fall in love becuase I thought it was too much to handle. Even though many people would tell me that I am young and dumb...I know that it’s not true. I am 16 years old I can choose and decided what I want for myself in life. I have had bad relationships in the past with guys. I would sometimes feel that I am not good enough so I would break it off first instead of getting dumped later. Now a days everyone has pride, be it the girl or the guy. In the practical world can you live a korean drama like life or a manga like life? No i guess.

There is a handsome CEO waiting for you. Like who are you kidding...there are less than 2% ceo who are young and handsome...let alone choose nobody like me. Also I don’t think women will agree that they would be clingy like in the mangas female lead...like the typical dumb and cute ones😂😂😂

Yeah that’s not the picture I have in mind.

Can something magical happen to me in this boring life of mine?

Can somebody break down these wall I have created?

Can I learn to trust somebody? To love some body?

I guess we can learn and grow together as you read this.

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