Senpai (3)

I moved out of the house. Said Bye one last time. I did not want to leave. But still it was 4:30 p.m. I had to leave or he would have to see me home that was quite far. I didn't want him to do that. I took a taxi and reached home. I was home alone.

I closed the door behind me and

"AAAAHH YESSHHH FINALLLY  I'M HIS, HE'S MINE, OFFICIALLY!!! HE LOVES MEE" All my happiness came out. I was beyond happy. I took off all my clothes and dressed in the most comfy attire ever. That was Senpai's hoodie. It was loose and twice my size. But that is what made it better.

I didn't wear anything below cuz the hood was big enough to cover my hips and upper thighs. I sat on the bed and sang to myself. Freely. My head felt so light  and I couldn't stop smiling. My love was returned to me.

"I am so happy! I can't wait! I want to see him again! I want him to say my name! I want him to touch me!" I paused after the last part. I realised what I said. I Got so flustered that I could feel my head release steams. I tried to shake it off.

However, the thought of him playing with my body, giving me all kinds of pleasure made me vulnerable. Just the thought of him teasing me all the way made me so weak. Then I started hallucinating.

"His fingers...Long and gentle...all over me... how would it feel?" I said to myself, quietly, as I kept a finger on my lips and stroked it.

"It would feel so good...so good..right.. won't it?" I asked myself. I repeated the last words and my fingers ran down my body. I laid on my back on the bed and gripped the bedsheets. I closed my eyes and imagined him on top of me. One hand caressed my swollen chest and the other ran to my sensitive areas all the way to the bottom. I just touched myself around the entrance and gently pressed my chest.

"Ahhh...senpai...I...can't...ah" I moaned and fastened the pace of my touch. I pinched myself a lot and arched my body. His hoodie was the sugar coating on my unfinished cake. I felt as if he was hugging me. That thought made me lead my fingers deeper into me, just two fingers. I moaned again. Due to such pleasure and my constant moaning, I had drool on the corners of my mouth. I had chunks of tears under my eyes and I was breathing heavily.

I felt a knot in my stomach, starting to get undone. That's where I opened my teary eyes. I pulled my fingers out right that instant. I panted heavily as I stared at my wet fingers, dripping with my juices. My eyes widened and I was disgusted at myself for being so uselessly desperate.

"What the heck am I doing? If he knew, he would be so disgusted if he were to look at me right now!" I said to myself as I went to take a shower.

I stood in the shower and pushed my hair backwards to allow the water fall unto my face.

"But I won't lie...Whatever it was, it felt so good..." I sighed.

I couldn't stop blushing that night. After the shower, I ran to the bed and grabbed a lot of pillows and kept it around myself. I hugged one, and just slept with a full mind.

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