Senpai (0)

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Senpai is a Big man with a small brain. A face that screams "Get away from me" but is still a softie for me.

I.... " I mumbled my words, again. I just can't stand and act normal after I got to know my own feelings.

"You Okay?" He asked me. Of course not. Hiding so many emotions in that little head of mine, is not always easy. I hang out with him everyday but still I'm unable to tell him. And Now after so long, his graduation day is around the corner..

I used to be your normal school girl. I was a big overthinker, a person who does everything for a reason and did not perform any unnecessary action. I had a lot of trust issues. I used to test Every person I met. I couldn't be my normal self in front of anyone. Except my best friend. She introduced me to her friend, My senpai, Known as Kagami Harkua.

I tried to test him as well. I told him about my unusual interests and my crackhead behavior. I was surprised he didn't judge me at all. I gave him many examples of how I was always into self interests and was not a good friend at all.

He just didn't seem to care about that at all. He sticked with me all the time.  At first I was annoyed but eventually our relationship smoothened. And then the time came when I realized how I felt about him, After 2 years.

Nothing unnatural. . I checked if he had a crush or any girlfriend. Of course he didn't. He was a boring guy after all. He was a normal boy. He didn't talk to girls much and was a scholar. Girls liked him though. He was a package of sweet, cute and handsome. And I knew he didn't have a partner, because we hung out together, practically everyday.

He was attractive though, It kind of made me insecure.  I doubted myself, 'Why does he hang out with me, he is out of my league...." All the time, thoughts like that hovered around me.  One day, I finally thought that this is high time. After class I decided to tell him. But what I overheard made me happy, sad, angry and confused all at the same time.

''She is like a little sister to me. If I had a little sister, I would love to have her."

"Like a daughter?"

"Yeah like a daughter"

He said to his teammate. His teammate laughed and went away after saying bye. I was devastated. What am I in his eyes? I am just an year younger! and he considers me his daughter? I was kind of happy because I got to know that he cares about me. Like seriously how much more boring can he get?

I was not going to give up. I was desperate. I wanted him and him only. The method doesn't matter.

I thought of how to make him Think of me as a girl and not a daughter or a sister. Yes! That's it! I have to make him think of me as a woman. At that moment I peeked from the gate and saw him organizing his Basketball kit. I went to him normally except, I opened the first three buttons of my shirt.

"SENPAIII" I ran up to him.

"Oh, Hi, Han Chan! How was your day?" He asked with a big smile.

"Fabulous, Senpai" I leaned a little bit forward, to reach his height as he was sitting.

He gave another smile and continued getting ready for leaving the school grounds.

He had not even noticed my unbuttoned buttons. Of course it didn't show anything on my body or cleavage.

He looked so hot. His face had tiny drops of sweat originating from his forehead and continuing till his Adam's apple and then to his collarbone where after the Shirt blocked the drops. I was being a whole pervert and was just staring at his perfect jawline and defined biceps.

I got a grip of myself and then I sat down beside him. I tried to press myself against him, but failed. I still didn't have the courage to be that bold.

"We aren't getting anywhere" I thought.

"Can we walk to home together?" I asked.

"Sure, Han Chan. And you had to tell me your grades too, right? Don't forget." He said and that sent shivers down my spine.

"Senpai, I'm very proud to tell you that I had the top score in my class." I said, standing up. Under his influence even I had improved my grades . After all, whenever we hung out, it was either a library or a museum or just my home, where we studied sand talked about school.

He jumped as well and said, "Finally, you are getting a groove."

I just hummed at that and thought "Why is he not noticing my buttons."

It was as if he read my mind. He looked at me and turned to completely face me giving me full attention.

"Han Chan, Your buttons are undone." With that he bent down. He was 6'3''. obviously, he had to do it. Bending, He hooked my buttons with the hook, all, one by one. His big hands touched my chest through my white shirt, whilst, he buttoned me up. I was beyond pissed at this point. And I was beyond flustered. I didn't know what to think.

My heart was beating fast and loud. I just stood there as he did my buttons. Even though it was for just a mere 40 seconds, it felt like forever.

"Yosh. We are all done." He sighed as he stood back up.

"Senpai..." I prompted.

"Yeah Han Chan?" He replied.

"I like you" I said. I could not hide it anymore, I just straight up said it out loud without any other thought.

"Haha" He laughed.

"I like you too, Han Chan" He laughed and patted me on my head.

I came to my senses and realized what I just said. I gave a big smile and started walking forward.

"Not like that, you know " I thought as walked looking up at the sky.

He must have thought I liked him as a "father" or something. What is this fruit basket shit and why is it happening to me?

Then I spent the whole year, trying to seduce him. Or merely tell him that I'm a girl.

I would invite him to my house and tell him that I liked him, sitting close to him. But he would always laugh it off. I spent more time with him. I went to cafes and helped him whenever he was in need. He Did the same too.

He protected me from local boys who were trying to get with me, even though I didn't need any protection. He was playing real hard as a father.

"Let's have a baby then" I thought. He would be a real father then. I remember when I was at an ice cream stall with him, Some guy was staring at me. And as soon as I reached my pocket to take out the wallet, I gasped as the same guy gripped my Waist and started to caress my stomach.

"Umm excuse me?" I tried to shake him off. Senpai had gone to click pictures of a landscape for me and he returned to see me struggling with him.

I could have thrown that guy away but I saw Senpai rush up to my aid.

He gripped his wrist and said, "Mine"

The guy disappeared in a second. Because of his strong built and height not-so-average, everyone around school was mostly scared of him.

after he left, Senpai said something ridiculous again.

"I was about to say, My daughter but, oh well" He said.

"Are you serious???" I questioned.

"I mean, if he saw that you're with your father, he would certainly go away right?" He said with innocent eyes

"I don't have an actual daughter I'm just 17 afterall!" He rubbed the back of his head. I stared at his biceps for a moment and then.

"Hey, that is -- boyfriend coming to aid ---but --whatever." I tried to reason but gave up. I rolled my eyes and thought "We've got a long way to go".

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