NIGHTMARES 1

They say I am fine . All my words , things seems like breaking them . I think I am a bad luck . Wherever I go the bad luck starts . Can't hold

these tears anymore . Ca't hold these screams anymore. Still I can't get them out of my chest . Going school early in the morning and coming home very late or maybe not . I thought after coming from my aunt house and living in new home will be like a heaven but no it was more like moving from one hell to another hell . I feel like every step I take , every thing I do and every words I say are like cursed to other people . Sometime I wish why I was born in this world . Why I have to fit myself where I don't even fit .... all this question are knife that I used to rip my heart . Every little things hurt even very small but others says that I'll be fine but no I smile outside ,I cry behind closed doors and fight the battle that no one know...this is me , this is my story .All of this nightmare I wish it will leave me soon ...

As the day start I love to go school and want to never return home . Cause I have lots of friends and I want to be with them even if I am not happy I want to stay where I want to .

So all these years in my aunt house it was like a hell . Even small things that held me I buried it inside my heart so that it will never ever come out .

This is my story...the story of OH JI NA ..what's yours ?

1st DAY

"Get ready for school " dorm teacher asks me .

This is the biggest day of my life . Starting a new day of new school . As I was walking in school I am feeling so scared...how other student stare at me because I am a new student . As I enter my class I have to introduce myself ..which is the biggest fear of mine. " Hi! My name is OH JI NA . I...I.. wish I could get along with you ." I smiled . "Hi Jenny you could stay at the last seat at window side " teacher said to me. I walked to my seat ..and I saw a boy . He had a gold and brown hair . He was so charming but he was cold demanded boy . I guessed . As i am not in home ..now i am gonna live in girls drom. In a hostel whichis so annoying but ,i have to be patient .

As the bell ring . Everyone one went out . I was alone in class with no one by my side . I lay down my head on my desk and stare at the sky . It was so beautiful a blue sky . Then a girl who wear glass came and ask me to be her friend . "Hi Oh ji na . I am hanabi . I hope us to be friends" she said . I laughed "please call me ji na only ..of cousre " i said . As the class start the guy beside me didn't came to class . I thought he maybe skip the class. So tired from morning and finally it was lunch. "Ji na , lets go and eat ...our cafeteria food is best ." I smiled . Then we both went to cafeteria for eating . After finishing my lunch . I went to terrace of school becaus i saw there were many benches . I went there and i lay on the floor staring at the sky and i fell asleep.

"Ji na , Ji na wake up . Its time to go home." Some one called me . As i wake up it was hanabi . "Omo.. did i sleep " i asked her . "Hahaha... ofcourse you did." I got up and take my bag ..and we went back she went to home and i went to dorm . I changed my dress and there was a bandage in my pocket, but i left it stay in pocket..and them i went to market . As i bought some grocery ... i was returing... i saw that gold and brown hair guy. He was injured . I went and saw him . Our eyes met he was so charming . I took my bandage and cover in his lower side lips ." Why did you fight ." I asked him . But he didn't said anything . I grabbed his hand and make him sit near a tree and i buyed some juice for us and i gave him. " kIM RO BIN is my name . You can call me ro bi ." He said. "Ah...okay you can call me ji na ." I smiled. As it was getting late i had to leave . "It's getting late... see you later" i said . "Don't you live in home." He asked . "No i live in dorm .." i said ."oh okay bye ... ji... ji na ." He said . And i went to dorm .After reaching home I caught myself smiling ...and i don't know why i was so happy about ? After having dinner I went to sleep .

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