The Promise

The time we were promised

"you don't have to worry i can go quietly"

"I won't make you worrying about me again if i have problems i can face it myself don't worry you can do you want i know you are busy so....(for the last time) goodbye"

He say that with smiling and he faded from my view...

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My name is Hamayumi Im the top student in my school no one can beat me i m the top...but one day...

Teacher: Students today you have a new friend

Teacher asked. to that student to introduce himself

Kazuki :Hello my name Is Kazuki nice to meet you..

After he entered our class he always be the top in the class...then secretly i crushed on him....

After that I was Always stalk him i dont know if he reconize or not but one evening he told me that he want to see me after the school...i never expected that he wanted confess to me...

he says "around 10 months if you don't like me anymore you can just break up with me"...i agree to the condition he gave to me...

After that we being a couple... although I don't know what he actually was...i tried to ask him about her personality and his personal but he always says "me,,haha nothing special about me,i m just a normal man who loves my girlfriend"

after 2 months i know he actually kind i meet his mom and he introduced me to his family...he is a good person...my relationship with him goes well before...

In 5 months after that the results of his exam down and he always absent from school...

When i go to his house he looks like very healthy and if i asked him why he always absent from school he said "nothing practicular i just have a little problem"...

After that his exam results is down very bad...

So,,i decided to make a study group so, he can study again...i asked him to come, he just say "ok but...."

I waited him for a long time but he didn't come many time i promised with him but he didn't come...

"after a long waiting he texted me..."Mayumi,,can we meet at he cafe near school i wanted to told you about something's important"

After he says 'somethings important ' i was so worry and rushed to that cafe...then after i arrived i see him laugh with another girl...

In my mind i thought "i see..i know why he always broke our promises...i know the reason about the conditions he give me when we start dating...i see he doesn't love me anymore"

I rushed to him and slapped him... I can't thinks logically right now my hearts feel so hurts it like someone stabbed my heart...

I slapped him before he can say anythings

"you are jerks..now i know why you make those condition,i fool enough to trust you,you are very upset" after saying that i left....

Tommorow morning after lunch i meet him when i look him he looks really pale...but i dont care about it anymore...

"Mayumi wait this is all misunderstanding wait i want to says something importance to you please give me explain"

"i know what you want to say...you want to break up right i know it you really like that girl...i was an idiot to believed you in this whole time...i just an idiot worrying about you...now can you just leave me alone i dont want to care about you anymore....just go from my life..."

He looks very shocked..

"Then if you say so...i dont have to worry anymore..."

" I don't want to make you worry anymore you don't have to worry about me i wont appear in front of you again so...(for the last) goodbye"

" I Hope you can live a happy life without thinking about me anymore"

He Say that and after that...he didn't come to school anymore...

He absent from school many months and no one know what's happening to him...

2 Months passed

In the dark raining day i got a news that I didn't expect it anymore...

"Students today i have a very bad news for you guys....Kazuki is...."

After hear that news i rushed to meet Kazuki

"students i have a bad news for you...kazuki is dying"

After i arrived at hospital Ward i saw He lays in the bed weakly...his face look very pale...

I approached him after he saw me he force himself to smile

"M...mayumi y..you don't have to worry about me i m alright you don't have to come here i don't want to bothering your live...so...sorry..."

He looks so weak...

I approached him and hugged him tightly...

"sorry.... sorry...i didn't know anything about you...i didn't know...and i just blame you...that day i just very upset and angry i didn't know how to control my emotions and i end up mad at you...i m very sorry...i didn't mean it...can...can you forgive me?"

"soo...is that what happened...Ma...yumi i didn't want to break up with you at that day i just want to say...that i....(cough... cough)...i m really sorry that i didn't make our promised..so..sory"

"just shut up...you don't have to apologize i the one who has to apologize with you..."

Then he Just Smiled and nod weakly...

"then you have to be healthy again and that we can go to school togather again.. rights.."

...Then he smiled again....

*Beeeeeeeeeepppp*

The monitor show the straight line...

He gone in my hand

His warm hand becomes cold...

He didn't smiled to me anymore

He didn't called my name anymore

I can't hear his voice anymore...how hard i call his name he naver...open his eyes anymore...

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