the beginning part one

My name is hayoon I am 21 years old i have a long brown hair and a cute face that's why people are fooled with it. i have 163 cm hight and 50 kg, I study in university it is my third year I am not really smart when it comes to studying the only reason why I kept going to university is for my parents it is their dream to finish my studies, become a teacher like my big sister get married have a stable life you know ;but i didn't want to live this way that is not me. Actually i am a kpop fan ,there is this boy band i love so much; to be honest i only care about one person in that groupe I always look for him in the internet watching his videos I know everything about him even his family members what he likes what he dislikes literally everything my friends say that I am obsessed with him but i don't care i want to be with him it is the first time I feel that I love someone he is the one for me, i am always asked out by a lot of boys in university i am not showing off it is the truth anyway i can't expect anyone my heart is taken by this one person park do woon, and i made a decision to do everything I can to be with him and the first step would be leaving this country. yes ha youn is not my real name that would be my name when I go to Korea my real name is Celine i leave in france with my parents i have one older brother adam and one older sister yes she is the teacher her name is ana .I was born in a little unknown village in the country side my family was very poor like all the families in that village my father used to work in a factory and they didn't pay him much it is barely enough to feed us but that mony we don't see much of it; every time they pay him he goes to bars drink alcohol spend the night out .i never understand why he does that what was the problem are we not good enough did we do something wrong we never ask anything from him not even a doll or even a dress that would be everything a little girl would want but i didn't all I asked for is that he stops drinking and stops beating our mother every time he gets drunk . my mother was a house wife she is the most most beautiful and kind person I know she has such a big heart she loves us so much she could handle anything for us even the beating that she gets from my father she could of run away but she didn't. I was just a little girl I used to see them fighting and all I can do is crying holding my sister's hand and see my brother trying to stop him from beating her. those scenes effected my life i couldn't sleep at night I see nightmares and i also sometimes find difficulties at breathing and they still happen to me till now , all of us used to share one room my parents and us it was our kitchen and bedroom . we had so many bad days but also we had some good memories my father wasn't a bad person despite what he does when he gets drunk he is a kind person and he loves us when he's not drunk he becomes a different person carring and kind but when he drinks he looses his mind. He is still my father just one smile from his face and i forget everything he did .I was a little girl and i needed my parents to be there . with years passing my father stoped drinking and he stopped the fights with my mother ; we moved from that one room to a bigger house things started getting better or that's what I thought. .....

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