4th

Two weeks had passed and Jane became attached with the kids and the people in the orphanage. While she was enjoying her remaining days on Earth with the kids. Her parent doesn’t take time to look for her given the fact that they know she went missing because their housemaid phone them. Indeed, they loved their work more than her.

The changes on her physical appearance is visible, her headaches become worsened as days past. She felt her muscles slowly weakening to the point she didn’t want to go out so that the kids will not asked about her condition, her vomiting blood and slowly by slowly she had a memory loss but her memory with her brother is still intact. I don’t want to forget him.

She bucket list before she died almost finished. First, need to escape home ✅. Second, donate money✅. Third, sell her bags ✅. Fourth, smile more often✅. Fifth, go to the beach ✅. Sixth, make a letter for her parents’ ✅. Seventh, visit her old school✅. Eighth, visit the place she hate. Ninth, visit her brother’s grave. Tenth, send the parents to her parents. She still has 2 weeks more and she have 3 in her list remaining.

On the same day, she go to the place where the incident happened. She was alone even though Mother Teresa keeps on insisting to accompany her but she declined. She want to go there alone even her body strength isn’t that strong she have perseverance to go. She get her pain killers put it on her small backpack together with her phone that was off since she left, a bottle of water, power bank, in pods, wallet and her diary. She wore a white fitted shirt covered with jacket, paired with faded blue jeans and black sport shoes then she’s good to go.

It was just a one hour ride until she reaches the town and a half hour ride to Gwanahaha Island where her brother death takes place. She takes a lot of courage even though her heart started tightening upon seeing the curly waves and salty air of the ocean that is so blue, it was like reminiscing her past.

Maybe it’s a good sign that. I should learn how to forgive myself before I die. She looked up and smile. Wait for me, Kuya. I’ll be with you soon.

When they reach at the beach, she step on the sand as the sun hit her whole body as if they are embracing her. A warm embraced, indeed. She go to the big rock formations and one by one her tears fall rapidly. She started crying silently but when she can’t take it. She creams her frustrations and heartaches.

“I WILL LEAVE THIS WORLD WITH PEACEFUL HEART! I WILL NEVER EVER LET HATRED EAT MY SYSTEM JUST LIKE BEFORE! AHHHHHHH I HATE BEING STUPID SHIT! I HATE YOU KUYA FOR SAVING MEEEE! I HATE YOUUUU! IF O-ONLY YOU LET ME DIED THAT TIME! YOU WILL BE STRIVING YOUR DREAMS NOW! YOU WILL LIVE YOUR LIFE! I HATE YOUUU! AHHHHHH”

She didn’t mind the man who came with her, the owner of the boat was silently watching her from afar.

“MOM, DAD! I HATE YOU TWO! YOU GUYS THINK I DIDN’T KNOW THE TRUTH HUH? THAT I AM NOT YOUR BIOLOGICAL CHILD! I WAS JUST SOMEONE YOU GUYS SAW ON THE STREET IN A SMALL BOX. YOU GUYS JUST FELT PITY THAT TIME SO YOU DRESS ME, FEED ME, PROVIDE ME A SHELTER AND GIVE ME THE FAMILY I DON’T DESERVED!”

“HAHAHAHAHA, IF YOU CHOOSE TO IGNORE THIS SHIT RETARD! YOUR ONLY SON WOULD STILL ALIVE! I WAS THE REASON. YEAH! I AM BUT I THINK LIVING LIKE HELL FOR 5 YEARS WOULD BE ENOUGH PAYMENT FOR WHAT I’VE DONE.”

“I DIDN’T EXPECT THAT JETSKI HAVE MALFUNCTIONS! IF ONLY I KNOW I WOULDN’T RIDE THAT ONE! AND I WOULD NEVER PREDICT THAT KUYA WOULD SACRIFICE HIMSELF FOR ME TO SURVIVE. IF ONLY I KNOW! I’M SO SORRY”

When she finished crying everything her heart felt light, after that she go back to the city. She only have few weeks before she will leave or many tomorrow or the next day she will die. She doesn’t hold her life and that’s the fact, the only thing she can do is to accept the reality.

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