Regret

Zhang Sheng arrived at his house with heavy heart. His house looked cold and dark, just like him.

" Welcome home master "

An old maid came to greet him. He only nodded his head.

" Did he eat anything ?"

The maid shook her head. No matter how much they tried, their little master won't eat anything.

"No master"

Sheng sighed with disappointment.

" Give me the food. I will make him eat "

After getting the food from maid he went into his bedroom. The maid looked at her master with pity.

Sheng entered into his room and looked at a figure that was sitting on the window shill. The person was gazing at the stars with emotionless eyes.

" Dear?"

The person didn't respond. He just remained like a pretty doll. He didn't even look at him which hurted Sheng's heart.

"Jun?"

Sheng know very well that he won't get any response. But his heart yearned for any reactions. Be it hate or anything. He is fine with anything.

He went near Jun and looked at his doll like eyes. His little lover has the most beautiful eyes he had ever seen. In past those eyes would spoke many things.

His wife used to have the most expressive eyes. Love or hate, he will show it with his eyes. Those blue eyes are like clear sky during warm summer.

But now there is no warmth. And it's his fault too. He is the one that made him like that.

Sheng placed his hands on Jun's shoulder, diverting him from the dark sky. Sheng can feel his lover shaking form. His little lover is still scared of him.

Of course he is a monster. Isn't he?

He picked his Jun tenderly not minding his scared look and placed him on the couch.

" You have to eat dear. you are getting thin and weak "

Sheng's heart crushed at the weakened state of his lover. He don't want to scare Jun but he have to make him eat the food.

" Eat Jun"

He commented coldly. Jun would only eat if he is threatened by Sheng.

Sheng again regretted his action as he saw tears forming at the little one's eyes.

With shaking hands Jun picked the food and began to eat while keeping his scared eyes on Sheng. He was still afraid that Sheng will hurt him again.

Soon he finished the food. Sheng patted his head praising him for finishing the food.

" My Jun is a good boy. Now let's get you to the bed"

The bed where he used to rape Jun everyday. His little wife would beg for him to let go. But still he would force his wife to pleasure him. If he didn't obey he will beat him.

He became a failed husband, the moment he raised his hand on his wife.

He tucked his lover to the bed and covered him warmly with blankets. He don't want his Jun to be in any sort of discomfort.

" Good night love "

Pair of scared eyes stared back at him.

Sheng didn't expect any replies from him. His lover is a mute.

Before he is not a mute. He had such a beautiful voice that will make everyone mesmerized.

He was an aspiring idol who had a chance to shine but he destroyed all those with his bare hands.

He waited for Jun to fall asleep and kissed his forehead. Sheng conveyed all his love and regret into the kiss. Jun will be scared if he is awake.

" Forgive me love "

Xi Jun - 18

Wife of Zhang Sheng

Former idol