Empty (2)

I was in the studio making new art work

it been 2yrs and yet i can't still forget about her...

i finally finished my portrait... of her ...

so i take the art work to put it in another room

where i placed all of her portrait

i never been in this room for 2 yrs.....

while im trying to put it on the wall i notice something

there's an small envelope in my old desk

so i grab it

it was from her...

i slowly open the envelope and read her message

it said " if your reading this im probably dead..

this is my last message your gonna receive from me

i just want to thank you :) for all the memories we make together from everyone hardships we overcome and all the joyful moments with you

for making me feel that im precious to you

for every portrait you make for me

for Everytime you make me laugh and Cry....

thank you because you fell in love with me

thank you for loving me

but now im gonna leave you but promise me

that your gonna cherish your life make new memories with other people

make new friends make new memorable memories with other

you give me everything.... now i wish for your happiness but this time without me....

your one of the reasons why i try my best to beat cancer

sorry if i been defeated and sorry for not telling you sooner that i have illness

I love you so much...

and it hurt me to leave you...

i know your gonna find somebody one day

i know you will....

i just wish it's me ....

maybe in another life ...........in another life we can be together... maybe in another life god will give us a love of a lifetime.."

tears started to drop from my eyes the pain of losing her came rushing back at me.. my heart is like being broken into pieces .....

" you dummy im not gonna miss you..........

i hate you...i hate you......

i promised you won't die you dummy

i promised........

i will never find another person like you....

your the only person i will ever love until i die...

"

i slowly close my eyes and fell asleep

i dreamed about her

her eyes that's brighter than the sun

her lip's that so soft like a cotton

her touch that so gentle

her skin that's flawless

i dreamed about her but im just looking at her from afar

i tried to get closer but i can't

i shouted her name but she didn't hear me

" Kim.. kim!!!! ..kim!! "

the louder i call her the more i lost site from her

slowly she faded away

looking at me with a smile

she looked like an angel...a perfect creation of god..

i open my eyes once again but i feel nothing

even in dream i can't make her stay.....

i grab my pen and start to draw...

i don't know what im making my hand just moving by itself...

every line from that drawing is full of emotion

rage, suffering and depression....

after a few years i become a successful artist

i founded the " cure for Cancer foundation "

and created a lot of charity organizations for people who have Cancer..

im already 40 yr old and still not married

people always ask me why and i always respond " my heart is already taken by someone "

every artwork that i make was alway about her

one of her portrait that i make was been sold for

5 000 000$ i only agreed to sold one of her portrait that i make to give money to charity for People who had Cancer..

i always visit kim grave i always brought her favorite flowers which is tulip's

" several decades have passed "

im 80 yrs old right know .....

i go back to the place were we first met

and saw a girl that look exactly like her...

wait it was her!

she run so i chase after her

i got tired and then she hold my hand once again we walked together

She brought me to that place

...

once again i saw that view....

we sit together..

i said " even after several decades my love for you never faded away.... "

and she responded " i know ... i know... i been watching you..... now its time for you to rest my love.. "

" at last we can be together again "

DMO21

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