chapter 2

From childhood till now I have never got what I really wanted not even the person I like, god always take everything I don't know why this discrimination. I fall many times but still stand again with some hope that one day I will hold your hand,I will hold you,when I will walk with you holding your hand because these arms are made for holding you and only you. I want to say I love you while looking in your eyes, a day when I will fulfill all the promises I have made. I am selfish because I want you for myself only. I remember every word you said everything. I always like to write and when for the first time you stepped into my life I had shared a piece and in return you had shared a sentence

"Don't take my hand as a pillow"

At first I didn't understand what actually you meant by that.

I never thought that I will have someone like you who will change my view of looking at life.i had struggled a lot and before you came I never know what actually love is? You believe it or not but it's true. I realised that I like girls when I was only 13. A lot of girls came and went but I never liked anyone of them and I really don't want to talk about anyone of them . Yes,there was someone I liked but she left me and I and after that I didn't dare to believe anyone.

Dark nights

Alone me

I want you to accompany.

SHINE you know what,I don't know if I will be able to prove my love through this but I pray to god that this time I win,I want the person I love.Shine I don't want to save anything for later,I just want to tell everything, don't want to left anything. Do you know why I call you shine it's because I don't know whether you will be in my life or not but this stars and the moon will always remain in my life as long as I live. Moon and the stars, their brightness,the way they shine will always remind me of my shine, you are my moon and the stars really can't live without you,life is boring,life is dark ,life is silent without you. Nothing feels alright when you are not by my side. Do you know I have very deep connection with the moon,stars and the universe, I like them very much ,I like the universe because they give me pleasure. When I have no one I always talk to the stars and look at the moon and after talking with them I feel relieved,calm and happy because atleast I the stars with me . When no one listen to me the stars will listen my story, our story. Besides you the moon is my darling. Everyday I stand in balcony and talk with my darling stars and look at them as much as I want because it's dark but shining, beautiful, charming and silent just listening and never saying a word.

Why I talk to the stars? Just because I believe that in the universe and one day the universe will give me what I want .

When you have no one the universe is with you, tell the universe about your wants and dreams and one day the universe will complete your dreams and fulfill your wish,have some patience,hope and believe in the universe and you will get what you want this is the power and magic of universe. I believe in the universe that's why I am writing this for you. This is something I wanted from the universe. I wanted you to know everything about me through this.

The magic happen and so I am writing this. I am happy that somehow I am able to convey my feelings to you.i"I can't forget those shining eyes of you just like the stars.

I can't forget that beautiful face of yours just like the moon".

I like silence

But I want company.

How you became so important to me?

Now let's start but from where?

From the beginning or end. Don't know!

Okay let's start from the beginning because it's beautiful.

Let's make this ordinary story a beautiful story. At the end of April you came in my life just like a gift.

Appeared in my life like a gift.you took the initiative to message me said hi then I replied hi then you said goodmorning I said the same and then I said, you don't know what to say and after that it all started and went on then we talked for a day or two and I asked you if you like me or not and you said yes after that I didn't contact you for a week just because I thought you will be gone after some time just like her. I thought you are just having having timepass and already have someone else just like her. But I waited for a few days and finally sent you a message but I never knew that you were actually waiting for my text. This was the thing that touched my heart but still I had lot of doubts and the truth is I was not ready to believe that someone is actually there for me. But now I guess that this life is making fun of me. You know what I want to decorate my life just like a bride but this life is not cooperating.

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