chapter 1

My love for you is like the sky never ending.

I can't describe love because its a feelings and I have no words for this so called love. We all fall in love at some point in our life with someone boy or girl.

Does it matter?

No,love is love,

Have you ever thought why people say love is blind it's because in love it doesn't matter whether it's a boy or a girl.

We can fall in love in anyway, without knowing, without seeing or even without meeting and yes,I fall in love with you a girl without meeting you or without seeing you because what I said earlier applies here well I can't describe this feeling because words can't describe it.

What I feel for you is something very different and this a very beautiful feeling is the so called love!

I'm writing this book on your name,just to prove you that my feelings for you are true and real,that I really love you. This is the proof and I hope I can proof it to you,I can make you feel my presence.

I'm writing this book for you and you know what I can write my whole life on your name.

Well we both live in a very different world

One is free and have no worries at all and the other one which is me facing many difficulties and have a lot of worries. The one can share her pain and is open and the other one who can't even share her worries,pain and problems with anyone. Me who has no one to share my pain,problems with anyone because the truth is no one cares and no one understand me. I hid my pain from myself and I only reveal my pain to myself.

I buried all my pain inside my heart and now it's about to explode one day when I'll no longer hold back my tears, my crying voice, my pain but where this pain will explode, having no where to go, no one by my side not even you, dealing with everything by myself,hiding everything inside me and wearing a fake face of a happy person who look very fine from outside but broken from inside I need help, I want you by my side forever.

My heart is screaming SAVE ME!

HELP ME!

This emptiness, this state of being alone only you can chase everything away.

When I was a child my parents said don't make friends they are not good I said ok

They say whatever we do is for your sake and for your happiness I said ok.

My parents said we have the right to take your life decisions, you have to do what we tell you to do.

No freedom, just do what is said.

I think they are playing the role of villain in my story.

I'm not saying they are bad but the thing is they never understand me,from childhood till now I have done what they had told me to do just like a machine.

Can't make decisions,can't have feelings for anyone just do what is told.

But I have the right to be happy,to make decisions,to be with the person I love isn't it? This life belongs to me and only me and I am not a plaything for anyone. And whatever i am doing is just for a little love, just want love nothing else. I am happy having nothing else but love, I don't want money,I don't want comfort,I just want love. I had a dream since I was a child and that is I just want a peaceful and happy life with the person I love,cherish,that's all. Am I asking for too mush? What I want to become in my life is a perfect life partner and a good person with a lot of love,care and not wanting anything in return but just love.

I want you to be with me so that I can share everything with you love,pain,worries. who can stay with me at my worst and at my best, with whom I can walk hand in hand and step by step till the very end, looking at you and telling everything without saying a word.

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