Light Of Two Shadows
Yun Qing Shan’s POV:
Never in my life had I ever felt so useless.I am a trainee at J&H Music and my debut had been cancelled three times. I tried auditioning at a different company but always,J&H Music would always decline my resignation.I feel so frustrated and I have no idea what to do. I feel like this world is so cruel to me.Why was my debut cancelled three times? Why is the CEO always controlling me? Why? Why?
I don’t want to let my parents know and let them see me like this, a poor, miserable person.I need to work hard and smile instead of crying to sleep every night. I came from another country,Country J. Not one person in my country ever went down the path that I did.I was the one and only one that went down this career path. Everyone else went down for the traditional jobs.I did not want that...I wanted something that I would enjoy and to be proud of but it ended up as my trauma. However,one day,there was this person who came into my life.He helped me to get out of this situation and told me that it was alright to be a failure.He helped me through a very tough time.
I could never imagine that I could be a star.Without him,I think I would have never overcame my fears and still would have stayed in that shady company.Even though I could not debut as a idol singer, at least I am now a established actress and I can train others to sing and dance. I owe it all to Jun Rong, he is not only the person I love but a person that pulled me out of misery.
Wu Jun Rong’s POV:
I don’t know what I was thinking. I feel like I was insane. Why did I help a person who was not working at my company? Why? Was it because I pity her? Or was it because I was obsessed with her? I was not sure of my feelings then but I was sure that something changed my personality...Well,my parents are divorced. I was not upset about them actually separating but more of the hatred that my mother wanted me to feel. After my father left,my mother told me that it was all his fault and that he should be blamed. Whenever I called my father,my mother would smash my phone to the ground as she was disgusted by him.After smashing it,she would start scolding me and brainwashing me to think my father was the one at fault and that he was a criminal. She would abuse me by using a cane and belt.I would usually bleed all over and I did not know that was the wrong thing to do.
After a while,I was actually brainwashed to think that way. I was scared and whenever my father called immediately I would scold him and tell him that he was a failure to our family. I never realised that it was my mom who was the psycho behind all this.I met Yun Qing Shan and she was someone that understood me. Out of everyone I knew, most of them told me that I was a little crazy and overboard with this trauma that I have.They have always thought that I was lying. Never once did anyone understand me...However after meeting Qing Shan,she changed my life. I could help her and she helped me through this tiring moment of my life.
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