Episode 4- real

POV Kate:

Today, I went out with Jenny. She's such a good person. She keeps cheering me on no matter what happens. I really just hope that one day, she'll fall in love just like me.

Ok, so about this outing today, I still can't process the information of this morning.

So this morning, we went to the mall to shop for her birth day. We went to the Blue Sea mall, a mall of memories and it had so many floors that we got lost twice.

We were shopping our favorite boutique to find a dress that would suit her perfectly. Even though I wasn't buying anything, we had so much fun dressing up and laughing. Everything was absolutely perfect until I saw Mathew... with Linda in his arms.

We stared in each other's eye without saying anything. I felt every last ounce of courage i saved up from today drained from me.

So I'm back to square one.

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POV Mathew:

Today my father set me up with up with Linda again. After we met at the train station, we went to the mall to buy some clothes.

I was totally fine with that idea until she said, Blue Sea mall. When I heard that name, I immediately felt my eyes to water up. That mall has too many memories. It was our favorite mall but after that, she said that it would help me get over my past lover, so I agreed.

So then, we entered the large entrance of our secret garden of memories. Immediately, I could see all of our past date in there. July 20th: her birthday, September 28th, our anniversary.

You'll probably think that I just won't it let go. Well you aren't wrong at that. I still feel something for her but I don't think she still thinks of me. I think I'll just let time heal me like that say.

Back to that date. So I started to see some illusions of us. I felt some euphoria, some sorrow but also kind of anger. I was angry at myself for letting her still get to my head. Then, Linda snapped me out of the moon. She was calling my name but I wasn't responding. Then she got bored of waiting and just dragged me to her favorite shop. "SMILY" (it meant I love you so much with the letters in different order) coincidentally Katie's favorite shop too. "I think it's a cute shop" she said. Exactly the same thing Kate said that day. After that, I just continued seeing her shadows and just went on ignoring them.

After Linda finally finished to choose a dress, I saw another shadow of her. This time, she looked kinda depressed and sad. She had dark eye circles and seemed less joyfull than before. I just stared in her eyes. Blue bell eyes and brown hair. Black crop top, dark blue ripped jeans. She looked so real. I just thought I would go through her tough. Unexpectedly, I bumped into something. She was real. Too real.

Than, it became harder and harder for me for me to breath and I ran away as far as I could with Linda that let go of her dress.

Now, I just keep thinking of her. Her smiles, her frowns, her joy and our relationship. Our past relationship.

I think I'll just go to sleep and a think about it tommorow.

Good night.

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