episode 4

...So Amy never could finish her sorrow no matter how much hurt she was,...

she always told to almighty to kill her,,she used to pray to almighty when she used to go to sleep that "may I never get up from my sleep again"

but as expected,,,a new day with new sorrow's used to wait for her the next day,

she was broken each and every day,,

some were the family members who broke her in some way

even outsiders hurt her,,she was never happy

but still she used to laugh a lot all the time,,no one ever could even find out that she was in pain

...maybe no one was even interested to know...

everyone thought that she's happy just because she's laughing,,

one day

Amy is sleeping

Amy's brother " yah,, she's not a good girl,, she's always smiling,,I don't think she even cares about how much we suffers "

suddenly Amy woke up and heard those words

she started crying just after she woke up,,,she was broken the moment she heard her brother saying those words

she thought by herself that,

( inner thought )

"was i really always happy..? just because i smiled that doesn't mean that I was happy"

"why can't they even understand me"..?

then she understood that not even her family members can understand her sadness,,

...not even her family members knows how much broken she was,,...

^^^they thought so bad about her^^^

she was very heart broken,, specially she was broken because her brother thought like that

about her

...she highly respects her brother...

she loves her brother a lot other than anyone else

she was very heart broken because of that

but she managed herself somehow,,

she didn't even let them know how much heart broken she was,

she again woke up and smiled with them

her family members thought she didn't heard anything

so they behaved as if nothing happened,,,they didn't said anything to her

...even Amy said nothing to them...

she laughed and started her day with a heart full of sadness

she behaved like nothing happened

after that day

many times in the morning when her sleep would be disturbed and she woke up

she started hearing many more things about her

...but,,she never said anything to her ...

family members

she kept on hearing everything about her what she was not

but still she never said anything,,she just kept on laughing

she still kept on showing everyone that everything was okay

( even when she was broken )

after sometime after this

Amy and Amy's family members are having a talk about Amy's big sister

( Amy's big sister is not at home so they're talking about her and Amy is listening them )

Amy's mother : she's at the age of marriage but still she doesn't want to get married,,

Amy's brother : yah she wants to do job nah ..? ( making it a joke )

Amy's mother : job ha..? nah I don't think she can do a job,, she's just being a burden on us

Amy's brother : what is she gonna do after studying so much,, she's a girl she will go to her in-laws and cook food there's no need to study soo much

Amy's mother : hah..! she doesn't have that qualifications of cooking and feeding her in-laws,,, she's just going to be a burden and nothing else..

Amy's brother : I'm never gonna see them or gonna pay for them in anyway if their father doesn't makes me a house...

I would have kicked them out if not for you

(talking about Amy's mother )

Amy is thinking ( is this the brother who once said

" I will look after you no matter who doesn't "

she just kept on thinking everything and became silent,,she didn't had anything to say,,even if she had

she was Soo much broken that her mouth couldn't speak a word

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