chapter 3

Let's talk about regrets.

It was the day after when i saw him i was freaking nervous I never felt this way before, after seeing a boy. I couldn't say a word he was just looking at me and talking to his friends. He left after he got a call from someone.

 As a teenager I always do things without thinking twice. I was very well aware about the fact that my family will never accepts this kind of thing because of their outdated thoughts which comes from a very unhealthy background although I never intended to tell them at first place. I used live in a big joint family with grandparents and a lot of cousins.

 Days were passing, my relationship with bill was going fine as we usually just chat online because of my exams were going on. We usually chat till mid night and fall asleep while talking.

 I don't know if I like bill or love him or just think him to be a way of time pass or i am just attracted to him...but i like talking to him.

 One day when I was talking to him and smiling looking at my phone screen. my father noticed and took the phone from my hand and started reading the chats. I was shocked i was thinking now what?!

I mother saw it happening and sat next to him and started reading the chats too.

They were angry my mother looked at me and slapped me thrice on my face. I was shocked I couldn't breathe and i wasn't crying I didn't understand what was happening.

"This is what you are giving us in return for raising you. This is what we taught you to hang out with random boys."

 I couldn't say a single word. My father said, " go back to your room and sleep Go."

 He was disappointed.

 My mother woke me up at 4 a.m. In the morning.

"Look like you are sleeping very soundly". I could feel the sarcasm in her voice.

 "Your father didn't sleep the whole night and was reading your chats with all the boys you have talked to."

I was doomed. I know. There were many boys. Yeah, I was a teenager who enjoys fooling around, i think.

 I went to his room. He looked at me.

" I wasn't expecting this from you. Do you want me tell everyone in this family about what you have done."

He was coming to me suddenly I was choked. I don't know what but i couldn't breathe. His hands were around my throat he was using his all power to choke me to death. I was shredded in tears I was standing on my toes i couldn't believe it was happening. then suddenly my mother came inside. She was holding a tool a iron tool its like a mini rode kind of.

She said," you should just die rather than insulting us like that".

And she started hitting that iron thing in my knees. I lost my balance and fall down.

I was freighted i was running in the room saying I am sorry I wouldn't do this again.

 Behind me there was a wall and on left side the bed. My father pulled me on the bed and started choking me again with his hands and my mother she started hitting me in the knees with her full power...i was feeling dizzy and couldn't help but see them treating me as an animal.

 Seeing her my father stopped and ask her to stop too. I went to my room. I was freighted all i could think about to escape from there as soon as possible. I wanted to die. That 15 min torture they gave me were nothing to them. I couldn't even imagine living with them after what they did to me. And when i don't even know if this was the last time, they are doing this with me, or it was just started.

 My mother came into my room and said there no need for you to go to the school from now on and just help in the household work. It was the day when my 9th grade result was coming out.

 I was feeling numb.

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