High school

8/7/22

Dear friend, ok I know that might sound stupid but I’m calling you friend because maybe I will start writing in you. Anyways I was thinking instead of putting dates I’m just going to number the days I write. Because if anyone does read this I don’t want them to know what day I wrote it

I wish high school came with a book like the “do and don’t of high school” that would be soo helpful also a book adout how to deal with emotions because I sure need that

Day 1

Dear friend, yep I’m living up to my word, you know there are times were I wish I was as pretty as people of social media but then I realize that’s I will never be that pretty the only thing I have going on is a small waist and as my sister calls it “pinup girl lips” but other then that I really have nothing going on.

Day 2

Dear friend, ever had that feeling of being replaced of course you haven’t your a book. Well it sucks so bad because I know I’m not but the little voice in my head is saying “yes you are” the reason I’m talking about this is because I saw Alex talking to someone when I was right by them trying to talk to them, I know they would never do anything like that but it still hurt you know. It did not help that I all ready felt like my friends were leaving me but that was the strew that broke the camel’s back I told them that I had to use the bathroom but i did not have to I was just crying. I was a the point where everything made me sad.

Day 3

Dear friend, I’m really sorry for getting that emotional now you see why my mom got you for me I know she is just worried but anytime I do say anything she says I’m being dramatic. It so confusing do you want me to talk to you or not make up your mind.

Day 4

Dear friend, Alex asked me why I cried that day I could not tell them I was afraid they would hate me so I said that it was from stress from math they said they will help me in math. I don’t deserve them they are smart, pretty/handsome, kind, they know who they are. Writing adout them makes it sound like I have a crush on them which I don’t yeah my face gets hot when i see them and I want to marry them but that does not mean I have a crush even if I did they would never go out with me as the past entrys prove. Even if they did they deserve better someone who is like them.

Day 5

Dear friend, I have realized that I was wrong I do in fact have a big crush as one of my friends pointed out to me. What do I do should I tell them or should I not tell them. This is so hard to choose I need some days to think.

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