Ep. 1 Me, just me.

I lived with my parents, a classical 16 year old just wanting to leave the house. Go somewhere to choose my own house and my own life. All away from everyone, so not looking forward to another year of school. I had a long and boring 2 years of school to get under my belt. It was Morbid to just say hello to my junior year with a happy smile. Yea, that was a mistake in 9th grade. Though I choose to flip my head up and walk backwards for as long as I could.

I still could not get away from this thing of learning. Why do I have to learn too it would be easier just sleeping all day. I wanted to find a way to get away from this mess. Oh it makes more sense if my mind had to tell me these things every day. Say, there's me eating lunch with my old bestfriends from kindergarten. Hey there's me getting shot in the head with yet another, piece of paper. There's my sister coming to 9th grade and me throwing my own pieces of paper at her.

Yes my sisters friends were also the ones that I wanted to throw papers at. Those faces were so little and so just ew. Though that's not the point, that's not why I'm telling you this. This is my life, I wanted it to be changed. I wanted to be on my own. Without my sister, without my friends that I haven't talked to for 10 years. Living independent, on my own. Having my own living space I really won't have to pay anything for. I just want to have a life how I want it.

I had no idea how, I just knew I would escape this hell. Living on my own, building everything myself, by hand. It feels good to just be alone, for once I want to know the feeling again. I must relive what I haven't felt for years. I must live alone, fending for myself alone. Thriving by myself, that is really my point. It was my reason for why I wanted to leave this life. I wanted it to be how things should be. How everything should just be thrown away and starred in the face for barely even a second.

Being thrown away so that everyone can just be how they want to. Live life to the fullest in the way it should be for them. I told myself these things alot. The mind told me this over and over. The mind knows what it's talking about. You make sense to it and so do I. At this point it makes sense that we would see myself. See me how I feel myself to be. This is when we come to the time where I get this. Let us go back to that day; back to the day that I got...

......what I had always wanted.......

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