The Senic
The sun rose in the east on the day the world
turned inside out.
Endings had to begin with mornings,
after all. Mornings happened to everyone.
Histories concluded. Futures began. The sun
rose, regardless of what kind of inside-out
world rose with it.
But no one noticed all the ways everything
could end. The sun was too routine, the
world too complex to see the many ways it
could twist. What could go wrong, everyone
thought, without thinking about thinking it.
Hundreds and thousands and millions didn't
blink as another night trundled into another
day.
The Holtzer family, of which there were
six, was no exception. They had no idea the
world was about to turn inside out. No clue
an ending was coming for them.
It was the way of things.
But things had a way of ending, and endings
had to begin with mornings.
There were three.
The first morning happened to a man in a
uniform.
The unitoorm
was biacK ana very, vey ed
O we old too
Ancient and soft. So well-worn, that even
wnen the man in a uior wasnt weang
the uniform, he was stil in it. He could never
take it oft.
The man in question woke before his alarm
id, a syptorn or his ehroric urnltormity. His
eyes opened without etort, his awareness
rame tast. 1The rain outside. The pins and
sprawled across him. The furry line of dust
on his ceiling fan. All of it was the same as
yesterday, and the day belore that, and the
day before that.
Police officer Hendrik Holtzer had,
Somehow, made it to another morring
The mornng ol September 17th.
So Hendrik did not Dnnk. NOT Y.
The st
Jstled as he freed his
ot pinned by Gail's head. her soft
hair, the sweet wrongness of her scent-
aru reached lor Ius old coluege alartr tlock
ot the lghtstand. The clock had sentries:
pictures, caged in scratched wooden rames.
e ndrik felr their
unblinkinga
stares, as he always did, hut he didn't look.
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toothpaste and the spaghetti he'd made for
dinner the night before. It made his eyes
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minutes and months before 5:30 a.m, before
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Hut they did. They did, and Hendrik
switched it off inunediately, like usual. Gail
with dhe weather in old Mr. Winslow's
apartment below. like usual. The pictures
on the nightstand watched, like sial. All
of it dhe sane, same, same. Like it wasn't
September1'th. Like the world deserved to
Like he deserved to wake up at al.
Although police officer Hendrik Holtzer was
in excellent physieal shape, one coua suy
at he was mussing soxe pieces. ere were
holes in him. And though he'd put them
there he hadn t filled them; that had once
Ja
But they wvere dead nOw. Retired and gone.
History had another name for September
00 ut to elu it wus Uhe ugt
ns peuple went trorm being people to being
pictures o a nightstand.
That was the night that Hendrik Holtzer
became just a man in a uniform. The night
he'd had to solder the fabric to his bones
to keep him upright. He buried his family
before burying himself into his job and
though he'd tried to work himself to death,
the Reaper wouldn't take him.
Their uniforms were much too heavy for
anyone else, it seemed.
So there he was, nine years later, Keeping
his eyes open as he got out of bed. He tossed
the covers over Gail as she adjusted to a bed
without a body, to the ghosts they brought
with them into the sheets. Her face contorted
and she squirmed. Nightmares, then. Despite
his urgency, an echo of concerm for her
forced him to sit. He watched as his hand
rubbed her shoulder until she calmed.
Normally Hendrik would get back in bed
with her, would wait until she woke so
they could lose themselves in their skin
for a while. Hendrik's demons may have
been vicious, but they weren't lonely. Gail
Rivera had her own nightstand pictures.
And though there wasn't much to the pair of
them, what was left fit well together. They
kept each other going. So Hendrik knew
Gail would understand why he needed to be
alone. She'd know the holes in him would be
hungry today.
He got up when he felthe couldn't take it
anymore. Kept the lights off as he walked to
the bathroom. The mirror was black, and his
face was dark as he brushed his teeth and
flossed. Combed his hair. Undressed. He still
did not blink. Not yet. Not yet. Almost.
His hands were steady as he wrenched the
knob of the shower with more force than
necessary. The jets, pressured. The water,
boiling. He stepped in anyway, knowing it
wouldn't hurt enough. The holes were too
deep to be cauterized. And so they gaped,
bloodless and yet bleeding.
It rained outside.
And the man in a uniform finally, finally
closed his eyes and let it rain inside, too.
It rained, and rained, and rained.
It was morning, after all. It was mourning.
But not for long.
The world was due to turn inside out.
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