The second morning happened to a female.
She was a female because she wasn't a girl.
She wasn't a woman. She'd barely been a
teen. She was her, and herself, and that was
all there was to it.
She was a Wolf
Hers was the second morning because she'd
woken up moments after Hendrik, though
she didn't know it. There were state lines
and storms and years between them, but
mornings happened to everyone and they
were very similar to each other. They both
woke before they knew it. They both stared
and listened. They both quietly endured
their missing pieces.
The Wolf was just like her father, though
she didn't remember. It was one of the many
things she'd forgotten about the girl.
It did not rain on this morning of September
17th. There were no cars. No furnaces. No
Gails. There was the Wolf and the trees
she'd been born in. The mountain she'd
congquered. Her eyes opened and the sky
was softly waking while the was earth was a
carcass: trees rattled like bones, the breeze
heaved like a death rattle, the leaves fell like
flakes of dried blood.
The land was as starved as she was.
The creature was always hungry. Always,
and it wasn't just for food. But she ignored
the other hungers. Other hungers came from
the Old Skin. Not her. Not the Wolf.
She blinked once and stood. Shook the leaves
off and put her nose in the air, annoyed
to find there was nothing in it. No scent of
bears or cougars. No humans or Hunters.
No food, either.
A growl filled her throat.
The Wolf was far from the Old Skin's home.
Very, very far. Maybe farther than she'd
ever been before. And yet she'd have to go
farther to get any food. The Wolf knew it.
Deep down, the Old Skin knew it too. It was a
symptom of September. Prey got scarce and
she had a mouth-
mouths three of them please go backplease
I need to see them are theyalrightplease let
me outletmeplease-
NO, the creature snarled silently. Snarled
and shook and growled.
Then she was running and her body
followed. She weaved like a snake through
the bones of her home, uphill and downhill
and over fallen trees. Lesser animals
scattered and hid from the forest's Own
Reaper, the uniformed monster that boasted
swift death. They could sense their end in
her mood. She would not kill kindly today.
Little did they know the creature had a
predator of her own. One she could not
kill;: one she could only run from. Her
helplessness was infuriating. She was the
predator. It was her instincts that had kept
them both alive, kept the little ones alive.
Didn't the Old skin realize? Couldn't she see
how much better they were now, with four
legs instead of two?
Wasn't she more whole? Now that they'd
been halved?
But even these thoughts pushed the Wolf
into a deeper rage. She didn't have to explain
herself. Pandering was for others. Words
were for humans. The Wolf was an animal.
Just an animal. Just her, and herself.
So the Wolf kept running. Running and
running and running. Her and her paws.
Her lungs, heavy. Her blood, a chorus.
Strong and fast and heavy. The pale sun
rose higher. Then, a smell. A scent. Prey.
Rabbits. A family. One male, one female, one
young male. Three. She can taste them. A
full stomach. So hungry, so hungy. Three is
plenty. Three is a lot. Thre
just like them themthem they are mine
there arethree I have three and they
makemewhole they makemeinto one they are
mineplease
-she pounced.
Oh, the rage. The rage in her bones, in her
gut, in her throat. The Wolf snapped. The
rabbit's bones, snapped, the twigs under
her feet, snapped. The rabbits cried. The
branches shivered. The Wolf saw red. Red
fur, red blood, red leaves, red pieces. Not
eating. She wasn't eating them. Her teeth,
her claws. Just killkillkill. The rage, so red.
Oh, the rage. She howled and the leaves
shook.
This was when the world turned inside out.
The Wolf, so consumed by her selves, didn't
notice immediately.
But the world didn't wait for her. The sun
stopped for nobody. It sat heavy and alone in
the sky by the time she came to grips, by the
time she noticed what the sun had brought
with it. Her bloody nose pointed to the birds
overhead as she sniffed. And stopped. Her
body stilled, her mind quleted.
Because there was a smell.
A warm, wonderful, ancient smell.
A smell like...home.
But that was strange because her home was
a forest. A mountain, a valley. The old home
betore the cave. The cave where the little
ones lived now. 'Home' was a million scents,
a thousand smells. What was it about this
scent-
-home homehome fatherdaddy it smells
likehimlikedad he's here he's here tosaveme
daddyplease-
that made it smell like her?
Why did the world turning inside out smell
like Wolf?
Suddenly she was boneless, dropping to
the ground to hide from what she didn't
understand. There was something here
now, in this scent. Something beyond her.
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