reason

Hi.’m not an author…but I guess i ll b using it as just a place to say my thoughts…i m just an amateur legal adult...some days are dark, some bright..sometime i cry while some i laugh..smtym i crave to be rich while on other i appreciate my current condition..i love and hate myself as well..not only days matter..but also i feel the change happening in emotion the next minute..i watch kdrama, cdrama, turkish, Hollywood majorly..yeah anime too ofc..i listen songs ofc of many artists.’m a BTS army, Blackpink blink and all too...Eng songs too ofc...well rest i guess mention later if interested...

I like to write most tyms when m too happy or too sad...writing comforts m nd it feels as if u hv found a good listener to yourself who wont judge you a bit no matter which side you show...it lets my inner self become free when i find myself lonely..and yes i like being alone but lonely is hard...yes am introvert but i try to familize myself with people till then it works but if i wnna form bond it fails nd that is disappointing...

the other reason for m writing is that i find myself forgetting most things..as if no short term memory is being converted to long term.I often forget recent events...i believe myself as a good secret keeper coz i tend to forget most unless it challenges my moral...i am disappointed in things so fast that its funny...am forgetting memories of my childhood nd some one important and i cant imagine myself without them...

and yeah am sorry in advance and thank you..some views might be filtered with media and platforms...

I am normal..i had normal life...and will lead who knows how life...i lack in many ways...i am one hell of a procrastinator and lazy on whole another level...i wasted time pitying myself too much...i am on the beginning line of race called life...i live off my parents...i sleep and wake up late...i annoy people too much...i enjoy silence..i think i go back on my words..

I think people dont know other as whole...i mean yeah they can know certain things and may either remember or forget them...no matter how well they seem to know i doubt it highly coz i feel i dont even know the true me...and i am hypocrite and am affected by people...sometime my points might contradict but who cares...i may be fake sometimes but one still can feel..in some you wont relate...but i cant try coz i dont know your life...i hardly know mine...as most i live repeated day each day...it can be boring and tiring...winter is coming...still on its way..i dont when i ll stop writing...coz m messy

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