Hi

So

today not today past 5 years my mom is always Saying i eat to much After 5 years i only know how to eat 1month you only eat do Nothing 7 days eat After Your brother oh i didn't make yours your brother didn't eat much so you can share hee🤣🤣 mama have you ever make for me only me After 1 day i make your food ok Thanks mama *Going to take*Wait💁 don't let the guest and Your brother eat After that eat hee🤣🤣🤣 mama i ...

Leave it It's not like you care After today you eat only mama have you notice me look how much weight i have gain see my bonus are showing my face change my body became weak see mama see hee🤣🤣 i eat right where is it show me mama i want to see

Tell me why i get off from my bed i get dizzy i mever had that why my body tremble when i am angry when i fight when i saw you both fighting i hate your fighting you both never care about as only society my father hee😶🤣🤣🤣 the Person who was never there for me the Person who i never see when i open my eyes i play i walk where was he hee🤣🤣 working ya working but... He forgot me

Now i feel scared from him other daughters not other letting say my own sister's they hug him kiss him but me i don't know why i feel scared from him

I....

Hi again i am back i was really really happy there but After Going to School it change it's bad again

So do you know ............

*sign *

I am not anyone's first choice .im not anyone's favourite . People may tell me i mean alot to them and that im special to them,but i know there is always someone they always will choose over me

But That's

Ok you know

I stop caring

But i don't

know why i am losing waight

Why i feel dizzy when i woke up why i feel pain in my heart

Why when i cry my heart can't stop crying

Why when i am angry my heart hurts and why body start trembling

Can someone tell me

What is wrong with me

Why i am not perfect

I hate to be useless

and you know

What i realized

I realize that i don't really matter to them and that

They can go whole day without talking to me

And be completely fine

They take me out with them just to make me feel alone hee🤣🤣🤣🤣

I'm scared

… It feels like you don't care

… Enlighten me, my dear

… Why am I still here?

… I don't mean to be complacent with the decisions you made

But why?

Mm

… In the back of my mind

You died

And I didn't even cry

No, not a single tear

And I'm sick of waiting patiently for someone that won't even arrive

… Whoa

^^^… In the back of my mind^^^

I killed you

And I didn't even even regret it

I can't believe I said it

But it's true

… I hate you

Maybe i need hug now😑⚘

Leave it none to hug

Here none to tell my problems to

I use to have but he feel annoying now

Ya i am annoying bro

🗿⚘

I don't know why People don't watch there words

They don't know how much It's hurt

Bro

If they call you heartless it doesn't mean you don't have heart

Do u know i am strong Person but do u know what makes me cry

When i give my best

But still feel useless ..

Song

All I want is nothing more

To hear you knocking at my door

'Cause if I could see your face once more

I could die as a happy man I'm sure

When you said your last goodbye

I died a little bit inside

I lay in tears in bed all night

Alone without you by my side

But if you loved me

Why did you leave me

Take my body

Take my body

All I want is

All I need is

To find somebody

I'll find somebody

Ooh oh

Ooh oh

Ooh oh

Ooh oh

'Cause you brought out the best of me

A part of me I'd never seen

You took my soul wiped it clean

Our love was made for movie screens

But if you loved me

Why did you leave me

Take my body

Take my body

All I want is

All I need is

To find somebody

I'll find somebody

Ooh oh

Ooh oh

Ooh oh

Ooh oh

Ooh ah

Ooh oh

Ooh, if you loved me

Why did you leave me

Take my body

Take my body

All I want is

All I need is

To find somebody

I'll find somebody

Like you, ooh

Song time

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