Her precious pearls fall as she looks at those things in front of her, touching them with all love and care, and smelling their fragrance that never fades with all infatuation and passion. How could she not, when these things belong to the most precious person in her life, ever? They belong to the apple of her eye and the light of her eyes, her son, whom she can never forget no matter how many years, months and days pass, even though all her lovers told her to forget and move on. But no way,
how can she do that when that flame of hope still burns inside her, that flame that she kept to herself and kept always shining because her heart tells her that she will meet him one day, and then she will embrace him inside her ribs, and drown his beautiful angelic face in kisses and inhale his captivating fragrance to the point of satiety, but no, she will never be satisfied and quenched, for the thirst of the years and time has been barren to her…. It's okay, she promised herself to wait, and she will wait, and the time of the meeting will come inevitably...
As usual, she carefully and carefully put her most precious things back in a box and locked it so that it would not be far from her eyes because it carried the only thing of her beloved’s scent, which was her lost son, who the world always told her had died at that time, but she believed that she was a survivor, for her heart told her so… Her tears, which were like pearls, were falling as usual for years during her solitude, for these tears had been the companion of her heart for years, and years. They were what made her patient with the pain of separation and suffering. They were what made her fake a smile that was distinguished by its beauty in front of others, for she had the most beautiful square smile that the eyes had seen, and her son had one of them, so she smiled to remind herself of him.
I had returned carrying a bouquet of my aunt Kat's favorite flowers, those fragrant jasmine flowers that always resembled her scent.
Today when I woke up, I found my aunt upset and as if she wanted to cry. Although she hid it with a smile and an active and affectionate voice, her eyes were glassy and shiny, indicating the amount of sadness and pain she carried. Therefore, I decided that when I returned, I would bring her favorite flowers from the field to perhaps make her a little happy.
My aunt is my favorite person in this universe. She is my friend and the well of my secrets, who always supports me. She raised me with my mother and considered me as her lost son whom she was waiting for, despite everyone saying that he died in that war, and she was waiting for a mirage. But I cannot believe that. My aunt tells me that her heart tells her that he is breathing and that he is present in this life, and I believe that a mother's heart does not make mistakes. As I expected, I saw my aunt's tears shedding as she looked at that box, her box that is most precious to her heart, how could it not be, as it contains some belongings of her lost child inside it. My heart aches for her, but I can't do anything except ease her pain with the simplest things, and I hope I can do something, even a little.
I had announced my arrival when I called her even though I was here before so as not to make her feel sadder, and she sees that I saw her tears as she does not like to make me sad for her even a little at all…. My aunt, I have returned, and I have brought you your favorite flowers, here you go, the beauty of the whole world 😍, my aunt laughed while I bowed to her in a royal way, and she took the flowers from me with a beautiful smile adorning her lips that made me relax even a little for her
Your aunt's lover Jungkook, I thank you, my aunt's soul, the smell of flowers is so beautiful it refreshes the heart, it's like your smell, my aunt, that's why you love it ☺️. Your aunt's lover, may God protect you for me and for all of us, you are the compensation for my life, the cure for my sadness, and the balm for my wounds. You are the one who made my life meaningless so that I can continue and live to wait for my son and see him. 😓 My aunt, my love, you are the most precious person to me, and I am sure that a day will come when you will hug your son and talk to him, and I will definitely be jealous because he took you from me, but it's okay as long as you are happy... My aunt laughed and pinched my cheek and told me at the time that we would be best friends, but who knew what the future had in store for us
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Longing refused to let his conscience yearn
..., and every longing person is worthy of yearning....
Can a person conceal a pain
That is revealed by tears and sighs?
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That Arizona sky burnin' in your eyes
You look at me and, babe, I wanna catch on fire
It's buried in my soul like California gold
You found the light in me that I couldn't find
So when I'm all choked up
And I can't find the words
Every time we say goodbye
Baby, it hurts
When the sun goes down
And the band won't play
I'll always remember us this way
Lovers in the night
Poets tryin' to write
We don't know how to rhyme
But, damn, we try
But a, and really know
You're where I wanna go
The part of me that's you will never die
So when I'm all choked up
And I can't find the words
Every time we say goodbye
Baby, it hurts
When the sun goes down
And the band won't play
Furthermore, I'll always remember us this way
Oh, yeah
I don't wanna be just a memory, baby, yeah
Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo
Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo
So when I'm all choked up
And I can't find the words
Every time we say goodbye
Baby, it hurts
When the sun goes down
And the band won't play
I'll always remember us this way, way, yeah
When you look at me
And the whole world fades
I'll always remember us this way
Lady gaga Always remember us this way
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I was sitting at my desk reading the mail and during that, a letter I was waiting for caught my eye, so I opened it quickly, hoping that I would get it... I was reading it while smiling because this letter was to get my approval to move to the company branch that I wished to move to because it is in the Italian countryside and I wished to live there with my family away from the noise of the city and indeed I got it and now I am very happy because I will move there by the end of this month, which is after about three weeks, which is enough for us to prepare ourselves for the move. I know that Taehyung is the happiest with this news because he always wanted to move there and live with nature because he loves this thing very much 😍 Well, it is late now, I will tell him tomorrow morning so that I can see his smile, that square family that is the reason for my happiness, because our move was nothing but a desire to fulfill his desire to live there.
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