my love...

Why is it so hard just to walk away from the thing I love most it still feels so right like I belong with him. yet I still feel like what I'm feeling is a faze that will pass bye! that maybe what I'm feeling isn't love at all but only...caring for this person in another way, no that can't be it other wise how do you explaine this feeling I have for him every time he walks through that door it's like lighting hits me so hard I can barely walk, or that feeling when I see him with another girl how happy he is..... it just makes me ache inside. ohhhh what am I gonna do about this "ecci".I mean do I just walk away every time you go to speak or ignore you when you walk my way how do I fight this......I guess ill have to figure that out my self."either way it's me who's in love with you.!!!! " the next day" 'the door opens' "ecci" hey wake up natszu your gonna be late for class..."natszu" alright alright I'm up chill!!!. ' walking in the kitchen'. "ecci" hey sleepy bird come eat breakfast before you go."natszu" nahhh not hungry.' ecci suddenly forces me to sit'."ecci" not an option. "natszu" heyyy there's no need for force ' sarcastic say '. "ecci" yeah well you need to comply it's for your own good. "natszu" yeah yeah, hey aren't you supposed to be at work early.."ecci" oh snap your right gotta go...if I'm not back tonight just order takeout k."natszu" hey wait......."ecci" alright bye.' door slams shut'. "natszu" have a nice day..........' sighs'."natszu" oh crap I'm late..' leaves the apartment running' " natszu" ohhh I hope I make it.!!! ' made it to shcool bell rings ' "natszu" I wonder what ecci is doing...' two hours later at home'. "natszu" guess I'm ordering takeout...' sighs'. ' keys opening the lock'. "ecci" hey they let me out early how was your day..' wow he came early'..' a bit surprised'."natszu" hey your back early my day was samo what about yours."ecci" it was like always , very busy."natszu" hey I ordered takeout and some beer so don't bother cooking."ecci" cool alright let me change". ' knocks at the door'."natszu" takeouts here.'ecci sits on the couch ohh yeah let's dig in.' after a few beers and food '. "natszu" ' well ecci drank more then me from a tough day at work."natszu" ok cow boy you've had enough."ecci" who said that......I neaver said that."natszu" alright your done.' ecci comes closer '. "ecci" hey..........your very pretty. ' can't help but blush' ."natszu" your just saying that cuz your drunk.' he comes closer and closer until our noses are just about touching."ecci" NO I'm not.' natszu knows hes drunk so she doesn't pay attention' oh what to do......

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