Friendship
"A ship that saves us from the sea of loneliness"
I used to have few friends in middle school, because of my trust issues and mainly because of my family.. only 2 people remained in the end..
yukihara ( my best friend)
Mike (my good friend)
although I am super close with yuki, my feelings are always understood by mike but I never cared about him as much as I cared about yuki..
its spring season we made plan to hangout and I am so happy because my family has no time for me ,atleast my friends does..
I waited at bustand, mike came with some snacks and drinks,we were waiting for yuki after half an hour
...yuki arrived with his girlfriend...I am shocked, I know for my friend I should feel happy but I felt sad because I thought he will ignore me,
seeing me like this ,mike comforted me but still my depressed brain felt upset.
..finally I overcome the feeling...and greeted her
she told me hi and then she told me that..
'hey takumi can I have ur friend today
I am unable to reject, so i said YES..after that yuki went with her.
mike actually tried so hard to make me smile but I am unable to laugh and I cancelled the program and went home..at that moment I ignored mike feelings
then days passed so fastly..I felt the distance between me and yuki increasing day by day.
finally the day arrived ,where I directly told yuki that he should breakup with her ,
He asked me Why " I told him that our distance is increasing because of her "
then he told me the words ,that are never forgotten,
it's not her 'it's you and your thoughts which creating distance between us' My heart broken into pieces
I told him 'ok' its because of me .so ..GOODBYE, I wished him a happy life ,and told him I hope we will never see each other.
I saw him being sad ..but he his just like .it's ok
mike tried to comfort me but I am so sad that i am unable to smile
I went home where again my loneliness,pain and thoughts surrounded me
I went to my room,and seeing at the sky from the window and I finally realized
....Fri-end-"SHIP"...
sometimes It is the reason why we sink in the sea of Loneliness
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