RELATIONSHIPS

Hi,I am takumi nakamura 18years old, student in kanagawa high school

my family and friendship life is so small ,and love life extremely complicated

I used to think relationships are so beautiful, it means alot to us because there are only few people who can make you feel, your living is worthy but in the current society I am living changed my opinions on relationships

1)FAMILY.....

this word itself is full of love and warmth but you know

"words cant describe human nature

my father is workaholic, and my mother is so busy with house work and she takes care of family business and my younger brother. my family barely spends time with us ,and if he spends more time with us, he will only talk About ,career, savings and being mature.

my mother : same talk with me because, I am elder

my brother: in his own world

sometimes I feel like, I am abandoned by my own family

They never asked me about ...How are you doing? Is everything fine?

the words that every child expects from his family members.

iam always jealous of my brother because he is younger,he got everything, love, toys and my parents love

I felt like I lost my hopes then I always used to thought I have depression because of this ,I want to scream and shout and want to tell my parents that I am suffering for your love ,but every time my words failed to reach them

it took me so long to realize that I am alive physically but I am invisible mentally

finally I changed myself, I am not the same anymore ,I made myself alone ,my family never seen that change in me ,

I wish they have seen through me.... I know so many people have similar experiences like this

I finally started to blame society, because I tried of blaming myself for not being good enough

and finally I told myself

SOCIETY CHANGED ME AND MY PARENTS AND MADE US LIVE APART MENTALLY

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