Chapter.1 (2/2)

"There's Zen!""There's the gay bastard!""Yuck ! There's Zen! That shameless flirt!" They said a lot of insults and taunts to me when I started walking down the hallway, but I didn't worry because I'm used to it. Hello, I'm Xiens Zen Austein. I 'm a 1st year college student and to be honest life isn't fair with me. But no matter what i kept on holding on into god. I'm currently walking down the hallway of STEM building. I am holding a box of chocolate that i made by myself in my hands because i wanna give this to Klevion Train Q'trev, We call him Levi. the person that i admire the most. But i only saw alot of students piling up inside the Gymnasium, i was confused so i decided to go there too. Who knows? It may be something important. When i got there my eyes immediately caught- Levi? Why is he there? Why is he standing in the stage? And who's the b-beautiful woman beside him ?"Please listen everyone!"Levi said in front of the mic, making the crowd silent as if they were waiting for whatever Levi will say next. But what i noticed is the woman beside her that kept clinging into Levi's arm, and the way Levi pulled her closer left me doubtful. What the h3ll is happening?" I just want to announce that...-" Levi cút his words, leaving the crowd including me thrilled." This beautiful woman beside me..." Levi looked at the woman beside her with full of love and admiration "Dawn Faye Westwood... Is now officially my girlfriend" When Levi's eyes was exploring the Gymnasium, looking at the crowd's mixed reaction. His eyes caught mine. He let out a mocking grin that made my tears fall out... How could he? My heart was glass, and he dropped it broke.

I didn't realize that I left the Gymnasium and went to the sea side to rest. It was just the last class so I just skipped. I gave the chocolate to others instead of just throwing it away. I'm just staring at the sunset.. I don't plan to go home either because I don't have anyone to live with... I've been leaving by my own for the past 3 years. It is said that Mom lost her life while giving birth to me, while Dad ran away from responsibility when he found out that Mama was pregnant, so Aunt Pau took care of me, but unfortunately she also lost her life immediately. Actually I'm a working student.. I only go to work every other week as a cashier at 7/11. I looked at the time on my cellphone and realized that it was 7:10 pm.. the sun had already set so he decided to go home before it got dark. I just walked home after all my house is near here. While walking, I remembered Levi and his girlfriend, Dawn... I started to cry. I was about to cross suddenly- *BEEP BEEP!* Loud car horn, I thought I was going to díe! I immediately bowed in front of the car, saying I apologize. I immediately went home and took a half bath

I removed the covering from the body before burying the body in the water... I looked at the small mirror. It lasted for about ten minutes before I decided to rinse. After getting out of the bath tub, I put on an oversized black t-shirt and white pajamas. I went to my mirror to dry my hair but the moment I saw my self... I just smiled bitterly. I noticed once again how fat I am.. a-and the pimples in my face.. I wanna change myself for the better but I don't know how I will start. I decided to wipe the small tears in my eyes before wearing my eye glasses and proceeding to lay down on my bed. After staring into the ceiling for 5 minutes I got up again, went to my study table and opened my laptop. I'm gonna do some research on how to remove pimples and how to reduce fat. I want to change myself. I have endured their ridicule for a long time because of my body and this time.. it's time for them to payback.

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