broken pieces

Dad will things be the same if we've been brought up in a city? Will mom make up her mind with us if things get resolved? Why ? Am I a burden to you too dad? .... She got flashback through last night when her mom left her dad for some other man. It gets colder when your warm house turns into a shabby house, dad with a drunk smile on his face looks older when mom's left him with a broken heart that no one's going to make it worth like she used to do it on her own way.

...Dad ? Stand up it getting colder you will get cold if you are like this-with that sad smile on his face Dawn did I make a mistake? Why did she leave me? Did I do something so wrong to deserve this much pain? No dad you don't do anything wrong she's just … I really don't know why it has to be like this. I just don't understand her thoughts mom's left house because she's in love with someone else maybe we don't deserve her,and she doesn't deserve us too with so many things to say I got stuck up with my emotions and feelings nothing can't be done even if you try figuring out where the problem lies.Dad you did your best to let mom stay someday she will regret her own decision dad so let's get you to bed dad ; Dad was crying out so much pain that I can't look at him anymore the more I look at him, I saw that he loves mom too much that it hurts when you try to let it go but still it gets hard to explain the pain he's getting through throughout his life....

****it's been a week since mom left, I've been trying to figure it out what to do with my life lately but things get harder since mom left. I Miss her but if I say it out, what about dad feelings with that I have to abury my own feelings which is hard to overcome but still try my best if things get better. These days dad has been smiling more and more because of Lany...During hard times Lany has always been there for me and dad without him it will be a dead situation..Dawn what are you doing? come here - why? Why should I come over Lany? I'm cleaning the dishes what's wrong? Dawn you don't have to worry you can clean after this- Dad and I've been thinking you should move into the dormitory your exams are near and this is a chance to get good grades and study in a good university...what are you talking about lany! I won't leave dad he'll be lonely without me and who will do house chores while I'm gone who's going to take care of him? Dawn I can take care of myself you don't have to worry - no dad I'm worried if something goes wrong I can't take it.Dawn your dad's going to be fine you're just a teenager and look at him he's not some old flunk , Dawn you can come over during weekends and I really want you to get a good grades think of me and go ...Lany can take care of me while you are gone...if he doesn't I'm done with him with that evil laugh he makes me feel like I'm some young kids trying to distract dads**** openion.

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