Pain

"Mom!" Look out I shouted as a car came crashing into us. The car was broken, and so was my body, I could feel it, I could feel the pain eating piece by piece into my body.Everything went so fast I couldn't help you in time.

There were metal against metal

Metal against skin

Blood was everywhere but I couldn't see you.

I shouted to the top of my lungs from i couldn't hear you.

Where are you?

I need you, I needed you.

I remember that smile, that beautiful smile, the smile that says everything without any words.

I didn't want it to be the last.

I was in pain, so much my pain.

My entire body hurts, it hurts so bad I needed you.You didn't need to say anything because your smile said it all.

I heard sirens and i saw people running towards me.

But i couldn't see you, I couldn't hear you.

They tried to safe me.

I tried telling them that you were the one that needed them, you needed them more than I did so

I screamed your name, I screamed it so loud I coughed, I coughed and I felt like I was going to cough out my internal organs but that didn't stop me from screaming.

They tried to stop me from hurting myself.

They said you was okay.

But I knew you wasn't because i finally saw you.

I saw you far away from me.

The impact from the car had flew you away from me.

I needed to hold you.

I needed you to hold me.

I continued screaming your name but you still couldn't hear me.

You were broken, so broken.

I wanted to fix you but I couldn't.

I wanted to reach you but I couldn't.

I tried telling myself you were ok but I knew you wasn't.

Oh God you wasn't.

There were blood all over you.

You were drowning in your own blood.

Body broken in so may directions

I needed you, I needed to know you were ok so I reached for you but they pulled me away--away from you.

Away from hope.

I was in pain.

My heart was beating holes in my chest.

My eyes starting to die on me.

My body started to die on me.

"Mom!" I shouted.

But you still didn't hear me.

I needed you to hear me.

"I need you" was the last words that slipt out my mouth.

I heard loud sirens driving me to the hospital.

They were driving me away from you.

"We're losing her" I heard as one of the doctor was pushing the defibrillator against my fractured body.

They were right, I felt it.

I felt my self fading away with bad memories. Bad memories about this accident.

I didn't want to stay here to relife this terrible accident over and over again.

But I had to stay, I needed to stay, to have hope for my mom.

I needed to stay for her because i know she wouldn't

want me to leave so soon.

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