Saying Goodbye

"Hello, miss what's your name?,are you okay?,can you hear me?"

There's so much questions--questions I know the answer to but I just don't feel like answering.I want things to go back to normal, I want to say everything is going to be okay but its not, nothing is okay, I'm not okay."Where's my mom, please tell me she's okay, I need to know if she's okay" I said louder than I wanted to."You need to calm down or you're gonna hurt yourself, you shouldn't be behaving like this, especially after your accident"

"Please I need my mom, I need to see her" i replied.

"I'm doctor Stella and you are?"

"Anna, now please can you tell me if my mom is okay" I pleaded.

"Okay if you insist, Anna you're mom is......

"Hi I'm Mr. Curtis, Stella can you excuse Anna and I" ask Doctor Curtis interupting an important answer that I needed to know.

"Okay Doctor, I'll be outside" said Stella.

Stella left a while ago but Curtis haven't said anything thing to me since she left--everthing is just quiet, to quiet. Doctor Curtis won't even look directly at me but I know something is wrong, I could see the sadness in his eyes. I need him to say something but the question is am I ready the hear to hear it.

"What is it, is something wrong, please tell me" I asked.

"I want to tell you but I don't know how to say it, I don't want to put you through more pain......Anna it's your......your mom is......

"My mom is okay..... she's okay right?" I asked way to quickly hoping for an answer that will reassure me.

"Your mom is......your mom is dead Anna, I'm so sorry" he said.

In that moment everything froze, those three words changed everything, it changed me. I can't hear anything, I see Doctor Curtis yelling but all I can hear is those three words 'Your mom is dead' is just replaying over and over in my head and suddenly my whole vision is blurry from my river of tears.Crying then turned into the screaming, love then turned into lost, happiness then turned into pain and I turned into a moment in thing, nothing but juat a broken girl in a broken world full of sadness.

"She's not dead, I have to find her I have to see her, I want to hold her again" I cried.

"I'm sorry but she's gone there was nothing we could've done"

"That's not true I'm going to see her, I know she's fine"

But I don't.

"She won't leave me"

But she did.

"Anna you can't go, you have to stay still, you can't move because.."

"Sorry but I 'm going to see my mom" I said slowly getting off the bed but I can't move my feet, I can't feel my feet, but everything still hurts so bad.

"What's happening to me, I can't move" I said.

"I tried telling you but you didn't listen, the reason you can't move is because you're cripple"

"Cripple?" I asked trying to hold back another round of tears.

"Yes it means you won't be able to walk" he replied.

Why?, why is all of this happening, what is wrong with me. Everything is gone..... my mom is gone. I can't do this anymore, what am I supposed to do now? how am I supposed to live if everything is dead, if my mother is dead. The person I love is gone and so am I.

There is no hope, I know she said to always have hope but the one hope I had is now gone and so is everthing else.

This is the only thing I throughly believe in, this is my message to the world. 'Everything and everyone you love eventually goes so why not love at all'

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